Lifexperiments

2011-09-04T06:54:00.001-07:00

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Put the glass down

2011-04-02T01:38:00.000-07:00

Once a professor began his class by holding up a glass with some water in it. He held it up for all to see and asked the students, “how much do you think this glass weighs? ’50gms!’?…’100gms…’125gms’….

The students answered, “I really don’t know unless I weigh it.”

The professor said, ‘now, my question is: What would happen if I held it up like this for a few minutes?’

‘Nothing’ the students said.

“OK what would happen if I held it up like this for an hour?” the professor asked.

“Your arm would begin to ache” said one of the students.

“You’re right, now what would happen if I held it for a day?”

“Your arm could go numb; you might have severe muscle stress & paralysis; have to go to hospital for sure! Ventured another student”, all the students laughed.

“Very good. But during all this, did the weight of the glass change?” Asked the professor.

“No” was the reply of all the students.

“Then what caused the arm to ache; the muscle to stress?” After a pause the professor asked “Before my arm ache, what should I do?”

The students were puzzled.

“Put the glass down!” said one of the students.

“Exactly!” said the professor, “Life’s problems are exactly like this. Hold it for a few minutes in your head; they seem OK. Think of them for a long time; they begin to ache. Hold it even longer; they begin to paralyze you. You will not be able to do anything.”

It’s important to think of the challenges (problems) in your life, but EVEN MORE IMPORTANT to ‘put them down’ at the end of every day before you go to sleep. That way, you are not stressed, you wake up every day fresh; strong; can handle any issue, any challenge that comes your way!

Remember to put the glass down everyday!

Some notes to remember

2011-04-01T08:27:00.002-07:00

When you say, "I can't" and expect the worst, you become weak & unhappy

When you say, "I can", and expect Success, you fill yourself with confidence & happiness.

You can close the windows & darken your room, and you can open the windows and let light in. It is a matter of choice. Your mind is your room - Choose wisely what to do with it.

If you care...SHOW IT! A call...a text...a smile.... even a miscall, takes only a minute of your time, but it can change someone's world! Make a difference!
Relations demand time and time is money, but keep in mind that money cant buy you true relations !!

A small acknowledgement is all thats needed to keep relations tight, all thats expected for the time, love and care they put in.

മനുഷ്യ കഴുതകള്‍

2011-04-01T07:30:00.001-07:00

ഒരിക്കല്‍ ഒരു കഴുത ഒരാളുടെ കൃഷിയിടത്തിലിറങ്ങി. അയാള്‍ കഷ്ടപ്പെട്ട് നട്ടു വളര്‍ത്തി

വലുതാക്കിയ അയാളുടെ വിളകള്‍ ഓരോന്നായി കഴുത തിന്നു തുടങ്ങി, 'കഴുതയെ എങ്ങിനെ

കൃഷിയിടത്തില്‍ നിന്നു പുറത്താക്കും?'

അയാള്‍ ആകുല ചിത്തനായി ഉടനെ വീട്ടിലേക്ക് ഓടിച്ചെന്നു, പ്രശ്‌നം ഗുരുതരമാണ് ഉടന്‍ നടപടിയെടുക്കണം.

അയാള്‍ വലിയൊരു വടിയും ഒരു ചുറ്റികയും കുറച്ചാണികളും ഒരു കാര്‍ഡ് ബോഡ് ഷീറ്റും സംഘടിപ്പിച്ചു,

എന്നിട്ട് കാര്‍ഡ് ബോര്‍ഡില്‍ ഇങ്ങനെ എഴുതി,

'കഴുത ഉടന്‍ എന്റെ കൃഷിയിടത്തില്‍ നിന്നും പുറത്തു പോകണം'

ആ ഫലകം അയാള്‍ വലിയ വടിയില്‍ ബന്ധിച്ചു ആണിയടിച്ചുറപ്പിച്ചു, എന്നിട്ട് അതെടുത്ത് കഴുത മേഞ്ഞു കൊണ്ടിരിക്കുന്ന പാടത്തിനടുത്ത് ഉയരമുള്ള ഒരു സ്ഥലത്ത് കൊണ്ടു പോയി പ്രദര്‍ശിപ്പിച്ചു. രാവിലെ മുതല്‍ വൈകുന്നേരം വരെ

അതു കഴുതയുടെ മുമ്പില്‍ കാണിച്ചിട്ടും കഴുത പുറത്തു പോകാന്‍ കൂട്ടാക്കിയില്ല.

'കഴുതക്ക് എഴുത്തു വായിക്കാന്‍ കഴിയുന്നുണ്ടാവില്ല' കര്‍ഷകന്‍ പരിതപിച്ചു

അയാള്‍ വീട്ടിലേക്ക് മടങ്ങി.

നന്നായി കിടന്നുറങ്ങി.

പിറ്റേന്ന് രാവിലെ കുറെയധികം ഫ്‌ളക്‌സ് ബോര്‍ഡുകള്‍ ഉണ്ടാക്കി.

കുട്ടികളെയും അയല്‍വാസികളെയും നാട്ടുകാരെയും കൂട്ടി ഒരു 'പ്രകടനമായി' പാടത്തേക്കു ചെന്ന് നിരനിരയായി നിന്ന്,

എല്ലാവരും ബോര്‍ഡുകള്‍ കൈകളിലേന്തി ഉറക്കെ ആക്രോശിച്ചു

'പുറത്തു പോകൂ..പുറത്തു പോകൂ.. കൃഷിയിടം വിട്ട് കഴുത പുറത്തു പോകൂ..'

'മൂരാച്ചികഴുത തുലയട്ടെ'

കഴുത മേയുന്ന പാടത്തിനു ചുറ്റും തടിച്ചു കൂടി വലയം തീര്‍ത്ത് അവര്‍ ഉച്ചത്തില്‍ ഇങ്ങനെ അലറിക്കൊണ്ടിരുന്നു

'പുറത്തു പോകൂ, കഴുതേ,

പുറത്തു പോകുന്നതാണ് നിനക്ക് നല്ലത്'

കഴുത കഴുതയുടെ ജോലി നിര്‍ബാധം തുടര്‍ന്നു, അത് വിളതിന്നു കൊണ്ടേയിരുന്നു, ചുറ്റും നടക്കുന്നതൊന്നും അതിനൊരു പ്രശ്‌നമായില്ല.

അന്ന് സൂര്യന്‍ അസ്തമിച്ചു ക്ഷീണിച്ചവശരായ ജനക്കൂട്ടം നിരാശരായി അവരുടെ വീടുകളിലേക്ക് തിരിച്ചു പോയി

മൂന്നാം ദിവസം രാവിലെ അവര്‍ പുതിയ പോംവഴിയെക്കുറിച്ച് ആലോചിച്ചു, കൃഷിയിടത്തിന്റെ ഉടമ അയാളുടെ വീട്ടില്‍ ചിന്താനിമഗ്‌നനായി പുതിയ പദ്ധതിയെക്കുറിച്ച് ചിന്തിച്ച് കൊണ്ടിരുന്നു. അപ്പോഴേക്കും വിളവുകള്‍ മുക്കാല്‍ ഭാഗവും കഴുത തിന്നു തീര്‍ത്തിരുന്നു. അയാള്‍ പുതിയ ഐഡിയ പുറത്തെടുത്തു, കഴുതയുടെ ഒരു കോലം ഉണ്ടാക്കി അതിനെ കഴുതയുടെ മുന്നില്‍ കൊണ്ടു പോയി നിര്‍ത്തി അതില്‍ പെട്രോളൊഴിച്ച് തീ കൊടുത്ത് കത്തിച്ചു കത്തുന്ന കോലത്തിലേക്ക് ഒരു വട്ടം നോക്കിയ ശേഷം കഴുത വീണ്ടു തന്റെ തീറ്റ തുടര്‍ന്നു.

'എന്തൊരു ധിക്കാരം!!

കഴുതക്കെന്തേ ഇതൊന്നും മനസ്സിലാകാത്തത്?'

അവര്‍ ആശ്ചര്യപ്പെട്ടു.

'കഴുതയുമായി ചര്‍ച്ച ചെയ്യാന്‍ നമുക്ക് ഒരു നിവേദക സംഘത്തെ അയക്കാം'

അവര്‍ ഒന്നിച്ചഭിപ്രായപ്പെട്ടു. അങ്ങനെ അവര്‍ കഴുതയെ സമീപിച്ചു

അവര്‍ കഴുതയോട് പറഞ്ഞു:

'ഈ കൃഷിയടത്തിന്റെ ഉടമ നീ പുറത്തു പോകണമെന്നാവശ്യപ്പെടുന്നു,

ന്യായം അയാളുടെ പക്കലാണ്, നീ എന്തായാലും ഇവിടം വിട്ടു പോകണം'

കഴുത അവരെ നോക്കി വീണ്ടും വിള തിന്നാനാരംഭിച്ചു

നിരന്തരമായ ശ്രമങ്ങള്‍ പിന്നെയും നടത്തിയെങ്കിലും ഫലമുണ്ടായില്ല, ഒടുവില്‍ ഉടമസ്ഥന്‍ ഒരു മധ്യസ്ഥന്‍ മുഖേന

ഇങ്ങനെ ഒരു നിര്‍ദ്ദേശം കഴുതയെ അറിയിച്ചു

'കൃഷിയിടത്തിന്റെ ഉടമ കൃഷി നിലത്തിന്റെ ചില ഭാഗം വിട്ടു കൊടുത്ത് ഒരു നീക്കു പോക്കിന് തയ്യാറാണ്'

കഴുത മറുപടിയൊന്നും പറഞ്ഞില്ല

ഉടമ ചോദിച്ചു:

'മൂന്നിലൊന്ന്?'

കഴുത മിണ്ടാന്‍ കൂട്ടാക്കിയില്ല

അയാള്‍ ചോദിച്ചു

'പകുതി?'

കഴുത അപ്പോഴും നിശബ്ദത പാലിച്ചു

'ശരി.. എങ്കില്‍ നിനക്കിഷ്ടമുള്ളയത്ര എടുത്തോളൂ... എന്നാലും അധികമാകരുത്'

കഴുത തല ഉയര്‍ത്തി അപ്പോഴേക്കും അതിന്റെ വയര്‍ നന്നായി നിറഞ്ഞിരുന്നു. അത് മെല്ലെ കൃഷിയിടത്തിനു പുറത്തേക്കു നടന്നു എന്നിട്ട് എല്ലാവരെയുമായി നോക്കി. ജനങ്ങള്‍ സന്തോഷിച്ചു

'അവസാനം കഴുത സമ്മതം മൂളിയിരിക്കുന്നു'

അവര്‍ വിളിച്ചു പറഞ്ഞു.

സ്ഥലത്തിന്റെ ഉടമ ഉടനെ കുറെ കുറ്റികള്‍ കൊണ്ടു വന്ന് കൃഷിയിടത്തെ രണ്ടു പകുതിയായി അളന്ന് മുറിച്ച് ഒരു ഭാഗം കഴുതക്കു നല്‍കി. മറ്റേ ഭാഗം അയാളുമെടുത്തു.

പിറ്റേന്നു രാവിലെ കര്‍ഷകന്‍ വന്നു നോക്കിയപ്പോള്‍ കഴുത തന്റെ ഭാഗം ഒഴിവാക്കി കര്‍ഷകന്റെ ഭാഗത്തില്‍ കടന്ന്

വിളവു തിന്നുന്നതാണു കണ്ടത്.

നമ്മുടെ കര്‍ഷക സഹോദരങ്ങള്‍ വീണ്ടും പ്ലക്കാര്‍ഡുകളും പ്രകടനങ്ങളുമായി വീണ്ടുമൊരു സമരത്തെക്കുറിച്ചാലോചിച്ചു തുടങ്ങി പക്ഷേ ഇനിയുമൊരു ശ്രമം വിഫലമാകുമോ എന്ന് അവര്‍ ഭയന്നു. ഇത് നമ്മുടെ നാട്ടിലെ കഴുതയല്ലെന്നും മറ്റെവിടെ നിന്നോ വന്നതാണെന്നും അതാണിതിനു മനസ്സിലാകാത്തതെന്നും അവര്‍ അഭിപ്രായപ്പെട്ടു.

അവസാനം ഉടമ തന്റെ നിലവും ഉപേക്ഷിച്ച് വേറെ നാട്ടിലേക്ക് പോകാനുള്ള വഴികള്‍ ആലോചിച്ചു. പക്ഷെ ഹതാശയരായ മുഴുവന്‍ ഗ്രാമീണരെയും ഞെട്ടിച്ചു കൊണ്ട് അപ്പോള്‍ അവരുടെ ഇടയില്‍ നിന്നും ഒരു ചെറുപ്പക്കാരന്‍ ചാടി വന്ന് ഒരു വടിയെടുത്ത് പാടത്തേക്കിറങ്ങിച്ചെന്ന് കഴുതയുടെ മുതുകത്ത് നാല് വീക്കു വെച്ചു കൊണ്ടുത്തു അടികൊണ്ട് പുളഞ്ഞ കഴുത

നിലവിളിച്ചു കൃഷിയിടത്തിനു പുറത്തേക്ക് ഓടിപ്പോയി.

'ഇതിത്രയും എളുപ്പമുള്ള സംഗതിയാണോ?' അതോ ഇതു മാന്ത്രിക വിദ്യയോ?'

അവര്‍ വിളിച്ചു പറഞ്ഞു

'ഈ കുട്ടി നമ്മളെയെല്ലാം അപമാനിച്ചിരിക്കുന്നു ആളുകള്‍ ഇനി നമ്മെ പരിഹസിക്കും'

ഉടനെ അവര്‍ സംഘം ചേര്‍ന്ന് ആ ചെറുപ്പക്കാരനെ കൊന്നു കളയുകയും ആളുകള്‍ക്കിടയില്‍ തലയുയര്‍ത്തി നടക്കാന്‍

കഴുതയെ തിരികെ കൃഷിയിടത്തിലെത്തിക്കുകയും ചെയ്തു.

പിന്നീടവര്‍ ആ ചെറുപ്പക്കാരനെ രക്ത സാക്ഷിയായി വാഴ്ത്തുകയും ചെയ്തു.

Mone manasil laddu potti !!!

2011-03-15T08:59:00.000-07:00

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food kazhikkenda paisa kondu avalkku vaangi kodutha giftukal...

Manasillaa manasode avale kondu parayipicha "I love U"

kadam vaangi recharge cheytha nimishangal...

Avasaanam kazhuthil thaali veezhumbo aval chiricha aa ooo... sche allel venda

aa oola chiri...

Ithellaam marannu thudangumbo veendum friendinte call

"aliya ninte pazhaya line prasavichu... penkutti..."

pulluuu olakkeda moodu phaa foo.. $$@!@!#$#$^&^%

athum kazhinjoru naal mobilil avalude oru miscall !!!!

mone manasiloru laddu potti !!!

oru message

mone manasil mattoru laddu potti :D

Thanks :)

2011-03-15T08:46:00.000-07:00

I love our little talks. It makes me so happy when you come around or if we bump into each other randomly. Somehow you lift some weight I carry within myself. You give me sunshine with a wink and a smile, just being in the same room with you makes my days better. Thank you for existing with me in this lifetime. I do hope in the next we can really be together, even if it is hell, you'd make it better.
copyright © lifexperiments - Jaggu

Show Your Emotions - Do not Hide

2011-03-08T10:45:00.000-08:00

Does explaining things to others irritate you...?

When someone asks -

what you were doing this long?

Where were you? Why didn’t you talk to me? Why you didn’t pick up the phone? Who is your friend? What is your relation? Are you avoiding me or are you really busy?

Irritating right... but why and who asks you all these?

Only someone who thinks they have the right to do.. right to ask you things..

Who gave them those rights?

If its your parents - you don’t have to give them, the right is there since your birth

If its your friends - you gave them the right, yes you did, may be you didn’t put the line where you should have put... you can do it still

If its your spouse/lover - Yes he or she needs to worry about those things, don’t they...

All these people have one thing in common -

they care for you, they need you, they think you as their dearest, you are the world to them.

People pester and keep asking repeatedly because you don’t give them the right answers...

There are two answers that can temporarily/permanently shut them up

Ø Shut the F*ck up, its my life and I will live the way I want it to, I dont want to explain anything to anyone

Ø Hear them, think for them, think for a minute why they are asking this and think from their side answer with the love and care they show to you..

I said temporarily because, those genuine souls will keep coming back to you no matter how harsh you treat them, but once you loose them then nothing in the world can fill the vacuum

When you live, be sure to show your emotions, do not hide them –

Show them all -

Fear, joy, love, sadness, surprise, anger, anxiety, apprehension, uneasiness, Worry, amusement, Ecstasy, bliss, elation, delight, excitement, thrill, fondness, attraction, adoration, sentimentality, caring, Arousal, desire, passion, infatuation, obsession, depression, unhappiness, insecurity, alienation, homesickness, embarrassment, humiliation, agitation, aggravation.

Do not hide them for anything or anyone. But be sure you show the right emotions at the right time to the right person. Just try living it this way and you will notice the difference show what goes through your mind, you will realize the change you will realize the change inside and around you.

Its from these emotions people understand who you really are, No one will go in try to dig in to your mind and soul to find how good you are inside, its what you show outside decides who you are inside.

Lets face it "Humans are emotional animals."

People need caring, love, pampering and teasing.

No one in this fast paced world is going to come around and ask you if you need love and caring, other than those who know you and those who care you.

But for others you have to show it out to others through your emotions what you need.

Problem with most of us is that we are shy to say “I need a hug”

We tend to show off that we are all sons and daughters of Hercules the strong who doesn’t care the world and are brave to fight a lion, but even Hercules needed love and caring.

When there are people around us to give what we want, what we need to do is just put the hands forward and accept it. But we ignore them and take them for granted.

Keep Relations, Show Emotions

2010-12-27T23:54:00.003-08:00

HaPPy NeW YeaR :)

2010-12-27T22:49:00.000-08:00

പ്രാവും മീനും

2010-12-17T02:47:00.000-08:00

ഒരിക്കല്‍ ഒരു പ്രാവിന് വെള്ളത്തില്‍ ഉള്ള മീനിനോടു പ്രണയം തോന്നി...മീനിനും പ്രാവിനെ മറക്കാന്‍ പറ്റാത്ത സ്നേഹമായ് പക്ഷേ മീനിനു വെള്ളത്തെ വിട്ടു പോകാന്‍ കഴിയില്ല അത് പോലെ പ്രാവിന് വെള്ളത്തില്‍ ജീവിക്കാനും

Thats life..

2010-11-21T11:41:00.000-08:00

No matter how hard we fight & quarrel with our parents....even when you decide never to talk with them and to run out of home...

But when after sometime your father or mother comes to you smiling.. sits near and gives you that look he/she used to give you when you were that little quarrelling naughty child,

You just forget everything that you decided..

and both of you start laughing and you run into their lap hiding your face crying, it never does matter

how old you are, however rich, however high your social positions may be...

Thats life..

What the F**K is farmville ??????

2010-09-09T11:49:00.000-07:00

What the fuck is farmville ??????

Recently I came across a friend's status update on Facebook declaring he was giving up Farmville and he would no longer let his life be ruled by soybeans & chickens. That’s pretty intense as far as I’m concerned. I can rumble with the best of them if you want to talk strange internet addictions but this whole Farmville thing has simultaneously bamboozled and disgusted me for some time now. I like my Facebook stream to contain incriminating photos, juicy comments and relationship scandals. So you can imagine how puzzled I was to be bombarded with the recent wave of Farmville updates. I fail to see how it is topical, interesting or relevant to my stalking needs that such and such just found some pathetic lost sheep roaming its virtual farm and has now taken it in. Boo hoo, cry me a river. Furthermore, I do not care for that inbred ugly duckling that has somehow escaped being hit by a car and wandered into your farm, I do not care for your “photo albums” of a virtual paddock (which incidentally all look the f**king same) and MOST of all I do not care that you have been given a good citizens award in any way, shape or form.

There is only one word I can use to describe this fad and that is ‘gay’. Farmville is gay, it’s just so GAY ...GAY!

However, my seemingly normal friend’s adamant declaration sparked my interest. If HE was so addicted then maybe this whole Farmville thing isn’t as gay as I thought? Maybe there’s a reason so many people are hooked? Maybe, strictly for research purposes, I should investigate?! (STRICTLY for research purposes).

Nervously, I ventured to the Farmville application and was greeted by the main Farmville Facebook page. I began by perusing the latest status update which read as follows:

Hey there, folks. I was raking some leaves from my neighbour’s yard an' I saw a couple of Swans runnin' around! Cute lil critters... I wonder where they came from?

*F***k* Man, that’s GAY!

But then I nearly choked on my self righteous as I realised 12,120 people had ‘liked’ this update and a further 5,270 had felt compelled to comment it- this was in the space of about 24 hours may I add. Of course I decided to read what exactly it was 5,270 people could say about this flea ridden virtual poultry. As it turns out, most of the comments were from people urging others to add them:

Exhibit A

“Looking to add new neighbour who loves to play and chat over the fence... Those who don’t want to talk need not add me...”

(Is this some sort of Farmville invitation for casual sex or can you literally “chat over the fence”??)

Exhibit B

“Austrian farmer seeks new neighbours”

(Is this how personals are done nowadays?)

Exhibit C

"hey there! Add me girls only ;)”

(You dirty f**ing red neck)

One man had just repeatedly written, “add me pls ^_^”, over and over again. That's where things got weird. Where had I come? Who were these people? Was this a farm or a dating site? Was this some sort of meet and greet for horny agricultural enthusiasts? Is this a red neck backwater CULT?!?

I knew I had to get out soon, but I couldn’t tear away from the horrors before me- I had to continue the investigation, so I scrolled downwards and onwards through the ominous webpage. At that moment, I was faced with something I could never have prepared myself for, it was just so confronting, and well, GAY!

I tried. I tried for the sake of research to join the 43,187,650 monthly active users Farmville claims to have, but I just could not do it.

It's just so... GAY!!!

Indian currency logo

2010-07-15T02:49:00.000-07:00

the other nominations were

If you are wondering where the selected logo is in the list
dont ask me :P

Raavanan climax Song & lyrics

2010-06-29T11:48:00.000-07:00

Naan varuven... Meendum varuven

Unney (naan) thodarven..... Uyiraah thoduven

Oru pillai ezhuthum kirukal thaan vazhkay(a)o

athin artham thedi alayvathe vezhkay(a)o

artham puriyumpothu... vaazhvu maaruth(o)u

Vaazhvu kazhiyumpothu artham (konjam) maaruth(o)u

azhuthu kondu bhoovil vanthom.. . sirithu konde pokom

hey paravaikale naan varuvene... veendum varuvene

vaazhvil 100 kelvi varukuthu... marukelvi badal aakathu

patham enpathu unaraa manamaa yaar solvathu

vidai thedi nenju alaiypaayuthu

ariyaamal oru uyir aaduthu

antha kaatrin malai ootrin enthen paadal kan valarum

Naan varuven... Meendum varuven

Unney (naan) thodarven..... Uyiraah thoduven

Oru pillai ezhuthum kirukal thaan vazhkayo

athin artham thedi alayvathe vezhkayo

Film - Raavanan
Lyrics - Vairamuthu
Music - A R Rahman

Raavanan-Naan_varuven- Climax song

റോഡിലെ കുളം നികത്തൂ സര്‍ക്കാരെ

2010-05-06T10:54:00.000-07:00

"ഇരു ചക്ര വാഹനത്തില്‍ പകലും ഹെഡ് ലൈറ്റ് ഇടണം"

പുതിയ നിയമം - ഓ ശെരി

അതി രാവിലെ ഉറക്ക ചടവില്‍ അത് വായിച്ചപ്പോള്‍ ആദ്യം ഒന്നും തന്നെ തോന്നിയില്ല, പിന്നെ ഒരു നല്ല തമാശ കേട്ട പ്രതീതി തോന്നി രണ്ടാം പേജിലേക്ക് പോയിട്ടും ആ വായിച്ചതിന്റെ അര്‍ത്ഥ ശൂന്യത എന്നെ മുന്നോട്ടു പോകാന്‍ അനുവദിച്ചില്ല. റിട്ടേണ്‍ ഗിയര്‍ ഇട്ടു തിരികെ ചെന്ന് ഒന്നും കൂടെ വായിച്ചു.
എന്നിട്ടും സംശയം " എയ്യ്... അങ്ങനെ ആവില്ല "
ഭരണം കൈയാളുന്ന മഹാന്മാരില്‍ നിന്നും പല തരം വിഡ്ഢിത്തങ്ങളും കേട്ടിടുണ്ട്, ബട്ട്‌ എന്നാലും, ഇങ്ങനെ ഒന്ന് എയ്യ് ആവില്ല"
ചിലപ്പോള്‍ ഇനി ഇത് നമ്മുടെ പ്രിയ പത്രത്തിന്റെ ചൊവ്വ ദോഷം ആണെങ്കിലോ ?
അതോ പുതിയ ഏതേലും കമ്പനിയുടെ മാര്‍ക്കറ്റിംഗ് ടെക്നിക്ക് ആണോ, നീല ബോര്‍ഡ്ര്‍ ഒക്കെ ഇട്ടതു കൊണ്ട് ആ വഴിക്കും പോയി ചിന്ത.
പുതിയ സൈസ് നര്‍മം വായിക്കുന്ന സ്പിരിറ്റില്‍ അറിയാതെ ചൂട് ചായ എടുത്തങ്ങു മോന്തി, ഒരു കാവില്‍ ചൂടുള്ള സാധനം തൊണ്ടകുഴി വഴി ഇറങ്ങി പോയപ്പോഴാണ്, തലയ്ക്കടിയേറ്റ പോലെ ഞാന്‍ എന്താണ് വായിച്ചതെന്ന ബോധം എനിക്കുണ്ടായത്.

ഞാന്‍ ഉറക്കെ വിളിച്ചു കൂവി
"ഉട്ടോപ്യന്‍ സിദ്ധാന്ധം !!! "
" തുഗ്ലക്ക് പരിഷ്കരണം !!! "
"യൂറേക്കാ യൂറേക്കാ" എന്ന മട്ടില്‍ വലിച്ചു കൂവിയ എന്നെ അടുത്ത വീട്ടില്‍ പൂ പറിച്ചു കൊണ്ട് നിന്ന പൈ സര്‍ രൂക്ഷമായ് ഒന്ന് നോക്കി, ഒരു വളിച്ച ചിരി കാഴ്ച വച്ച് ഞാന്‍ തിരികെ പത്രത്തിലേക്ക് മുങ്ങി.
പട്ടാ പകല്‍ ഹെഡ് ലൈറ്റ് ഇട്ടു ഓടിച്ചാല്‍ അപകടം കുറയുമത്രെ !!!

പുതിയ വണ്ടിക്കു ദൃഷ്ടി ദോഷം മാറാന്‍ കറുത്ത കയറും ഉറുക്കും മറ്റും കെട്ടുന്ന പോലെ എന്തെങ്ങിലും മാന്ത്രിക വിദ്യ ആണോ ? ആയിരിക്കും .
അതോ, ഇനി വേറെ ഒരു റീസന്‍ കേരളം മൊത്തത്തില്‍ ഇപ്പൊ മൂടല്‍ മഞ്ഞു കൊണ്ട് മൂടി ഇരിക്കുന്നത് കാരണം അന്യോന്യം ആര്‍ക്കും കാണാന്‍ വയ്യാത്ത സ്ഥിതി ആണല്ലോ... യേത് ...
പക്ഷേങ്കിലും, അതിനു മഞ്ഞ വെളിച്ചം അല്ലയോ കത്തികേണ്ടുന്നത് ? ഹും ഇനി അത് ചിലപ്പോ, പഴയ ബള്‍ബ്‌ കൊടുക്കാനുണ്ടോ എന്ന് ചോദിച്ചിറങ്ങിയ പോലെ സര്‍ക്കാര്‍ പഴയ ഹെഡ് ലൈറ്റ് കൊടുക്കാന്നുണ്ടോ എന്ന് ചോദിച്ച് ഇറങ്ങുമായരിക്കും.

അതോ പകല്‍ മുഴുവന്‍ ജനത്തിനെ സേവിച്ചു പൊരുതി മുട്ടിച്ചു ഹെല്‍മെറ്റ്‌ വേട്ടയും ഉരുട്ട് കൊലയും കഴിഞ്ഞു ക്ഷീണിച്ചു അവശരാകുന്ന കാക്കി പടയ്ക്ക് രാത്രിയില്‍ വണ്ടിയില്‍ വിളക്ക് തെളിഞ്ഞിട്ടുണ്ടോ എന്ന് ശ്രദ്ധിക്കാന്‍ ടൈം കിട്ടാത്തത് കിട്ടാഞ്ഞതിനാല്‍ അവര്‍ക്ക് സര്‍ക്കാര്‍ വക ഔദാര്യമാണോ ?

ഓര്‍ ഈസ്‌ ഇറ്റ്‌ ബിക്കാസ് ,, നമ്മുടെ സൂര്യനാശാന്റെ പവര്‍ കാരണം മാനത്തേക്ക് നോക്കണോ പുറത്തേക്കു ഇറങ്ങാനോ കഴിയാതെ ഫാനിന്റെ ഇട്ടാ വട്ടത്തില്‍ കുടുംബ സംഗമം നടത്തുന്ന.. ഒത്താല്‍ പിറന്ന പടി കിടന്നു ആശ്വാസം കണ്ടെത്തുന്ന ജനത്തിന് ജനക്ഷേമതത്പരരായ സര്‍ക്കാര്‍ തല നല്ലോണം തണുക്കട്ടെ എന്നതിന് വേണ്ടി വച്ച് കൊടുത്ത ഹെല്‍മെറ്റ്‌ മാറാപ്പു പോലെ പുതിയ ഐറ്റംസ് ആണോ ?? ആ വഴിയും കീശ വീര്‍പ്പിക്കാലോ... യു ഗെറ്റ് മി ??

ചിന്ന വണ്ടികാരന്‍ തിരി തെളിക്കുമ്പോള്‍ അത് നേരെ പെരിയ വണ്ടികാരന്റെ മോന്തായത്തില്‍ ചെന്നെത്തും എന്ന് പറയുന്നത് ചിലപ്പോ ശെരി ആയിരിക്കും, കാരണം പണ്ട് ഈയുള്ളവന് ഒരു വണ്ടി ഉണ്ടാരുന്നേ
അതിലെ പന്തം കത്തിച്ചാ നേരെ അടുത്ത പറമ്പിലെ തെങ്ങിന്റെ മോളെക്കാ പോണത് , അതില്‍ എത്ര തേങ്ങ ഉണ്ടെന്നും ആരേലും കേറീടോണ്ടോന്നും ഒക്കെ അറിയാന്‍ പറ്റുമാരുന്നെ !!!. അതിന്റെ ഗുണഗണങ്ങള്‍ മനസിലാക്കിയ ഒരു സംഘം പ്രൊഫഷണല്‍ കൊക്കോനട്ട് പുട്ടെര്‍സ് ആന്‍ഡ്‌ പുള്ളെര്‍സ് നല്ല വില തന്നു അതങ്ങെടുത്തു.

വിദഗ്ദ പഠനങ്ങള്‍ക്ക് ശേഷം ആണത്രേ ഇങ്ങനെ ഒരു സംഭവം കണ്ടു പിടിച്ചത് !!! ഹോ സംഭവം ആയി പോയി !!!

കേരളത്തില്‍ ഇതിന്റെ ആവശ്യകതയും പഠനവും നടത്തിയ ആ മഹാന്മാരെ ഒന്ന് കാണിച്ചു തന്നെങ്ങില്‍ ഒരു പെട്ടിയിലിട്ടു സൂക്ഷിക്കമായിരുന്നു ,അപൂര്‍വ ജനുസ്സുകലാന്നെ, ഇനി ഇത്തരം ഒരെണ്ണം ഒണ്ടാകണം എങ്കില്‍ ജന്മാന്തരങ്ങള്‍ വേണ്ടി വരും.

വിഡ്ഢിത്തങ്ങള്‍ വിളിച്ചു പുലംബുന്നതിനു മുന്നേ ഒരു വട്ടമെങ്ങിലും ആലോചിക്കുനത് നന്നായിരിക്കും. വിദേശ രാജ്യങ്ങളില്‍ ഡി - ആര്‍ - എല്‍ ( D R L ) അഥവാ ഡേ ലൈറ്റ് റണ്ണിംഗ് ലാമ്പ് (daylight running lamp) ഉപയോഗം പ്രാബല്യത്തില്‍ ഉണ്ടെന്നു കരുതി അതിനെ ഇവിടെ അടിചേല്‍പ്പിക്കുന്നതിനു മുന്നേ, വിദേശത്തെ റോഡുകളുടെയും നമ്മുടെ റോഡുകളുടെയും ഒരു പഠനം നടത്തുന്നത് നല്ലതായിരിക്കും. പഠനത്തെകാളും നല്ലത് ഒരു വട്ടമെങ്ങിലും ഇതിലൂടെ സ്വന്തമായ്, ഡ്രൈവര്‍ ഇല്ലാതെ മുന്നില്‍ എസ്കോര്‍ട്ട് ഇല്ലാതെ ഓടിച്ചു നോക്കുന്നതാകും, ഒന്ന് നടന്നു നോക്കുന്നതാകും.

രാത്രിയും പകല്‍ ഹെഡ് ലൈറ്റ് കത്തിച്ചു ഓടിക്കുമ്പോള്‍ അതില്‍ നിന്നുണ്ടാകുന്ന ഊര്‍ജ നഷ്ടം എഞ്ചിന്‍, ബാറ്റെരി, ഇലെക്ട്ട്രിക്കല്‍ ഭാഗങ്ങളുടെ ഡിപ്രിസിഷിന്‍ ഇവയെ കുറിച്ച് എന്തേലും ആലോചന ഒണ്ടോ ?
ലക്ഷങ്ങളും കോടികളും വരുന്ന ഇരു ചക്ര ഉപയോക്താക്കളും അവര്‍ക്ക് വേണ്ടി വരുന്ന അധിക ചിലവും കണക്കിലെടുത്തോ ?

ഇത്തരം മാസ്സ് പ്രോഡക്റ്റ് ഡിപ്രിസിഷിന്‍ പരിസ്ഥിതിക്ക് വരുത്തി വക്കാവുന്ന ദോഷങ്ങളെ കുറിച്ച് എന്തേലും ചിന്ത ഒണ്ടോ ?

വൈകുന്നേരം അര മണിക്കൂര്‍ വൈദ്യുതി അണച്ചാല്‍ മാത്രം പോര ഊര്‍ജം സംരക്ഷിക്കാന്‍ സംഭരിക്കാന്‍.
ആദ്യം റോഡിലെ കുളം നികത്തൂ സര്‍ക്കാരെ പിന്നെ മതി ഇത്തരം തമാശ പറച്ചില്‍

Do you really need a Black Berry ?

2010-05-05T11:47:00.000-07:00

There are two prominent trends being followed in the cellphone world today. The first one being, a majority of the youth desire a touchscreen phone. While the second trend - and the reason for writing this article - is that working professionals want to own BlackBerry phones.

No doubt these phones are good and the service they offer could be put to good use. However, I find people buying BlackBerrys without really knowing what they are meant for. In the spirit of buying something flaunt worthy, they may not realize the recurring expenses they'll pay month on month.

They may not really require their services at all. What services are these? Read on to find out.

BlackBerry is a Canadian cellphone maker popular for its pro-messaging QWERTY keyboard devices. Other than creating phones that are generally good for heavy-duty typing, their USP is the push-mail service. Simply put, push mail is like receiving e-mail on your phone as soon as it's sent to you - like the way you receive an SMS on our phone as soon as somebody sends it to you. Thus, there's no need for your mail client to keep "checking new mail" at regular intervals.

You initially configure your e-mail address with a BlackBerry. Whenever the inbox receives a mail, the BlackBerry servers intercept it and sends it to the user's cellphone operator (i.e. a Vodafone or Idea), which in turn "pushes" the mail to your BlackBerry phone. But before doing so, it encrypts the data before pushing it from its server. Thus, it wouldn't be easy to tap into your e-mails, which is reassuring for people receiving confidential data. Along with mail, the BlackBerry server also syncs other data like contacts and calendar entries.

Now for the cost

To receive this service you have to pay a monthly fee. When BlackBerry was initially introduced in India, they had only one BlackBerry Internet plan with a rental close to Rs. 1000. For thousand bucks per month you'd get unlimited push-email and mobile internet browsing. This is mainly why BlackBerry phones was initially seen only in the hands of high-ranking suits; not everybody could spend 1000 bucks per month just to get internet on their phones, apart from their monthly bill.

To attract a larger audience, every operator recently launched a cheaper plan. In this plan, users would be roughly charged Rs. 300 per month. But the catch is that you only get unlimited push e-mail and Instant Messaging usage. Internet browsing is either restricted or charged per KB of usage. Then there's an intermediate plan pegged at Rs. 500. Here you get 500 KB of free usage per month. Digging through the rate cards of operators, you'll see that some charge as high as 15 paise per KB after the initial 500 KB of usage is exhausted.

Here's a comparative sheet giving you the dope on Blackberry plans provided by all cell operators in India. Click on the thumb-nail for a full-size image.

Absurd, isn't it?

Absolutely!

That would be any wise man's first reaction when he or she goes through the schemes being offered. Let's start with the cheapest plan they have to offer. The restricted browsing is just stupid in my opinion. It is quite irritating when realize that you have an internet-ready phone, but can't use it when in need. With restricted internet browsing on the cheapest Rs. 300 plan, you can say goodbye to checking Facebook updates, using Google Maps or downloading applications for BlackBerry phones - apart from of course, browsing websites!

In the intermediate 500 rupee plan given by some operators, you get 500 KB of free usage. You've got to be kidding me. I initially thought the 500 KB was a mistype; thought it'd actually be 500 MB or something. But then many operators who have the same plan show the same figure of 500 KB. Techtree.com on an average takes about 150 KB to load. So, you'd have exhausted your MONTHLY usage quota by just opening a couple of websites!

What's more ridiculous is the 15 paise per KB charge that some operators levy once you cross the limit. That's Rs. 150 per MB! Even if you're a moderate user, using the internet on your phone is going to consume a couple of MBs easily. Either something is horribly wrong, or they are trying to milk consumers dry!

At the higher end of the price bar, we have the totally unlimited plan starting at Rs. 900 per month. Here you get unlimited everything -- push mail, Instant messaging and internet. This is good for people who are constantly connected over the phone and are willing to pay that price - or have their company pay for it.

In comparison, standard GPRS mobile internet for regular cell-phones is as low as 99 rupees for 2GB from some operators these days. Many operators have different plans -- but I'm sure none of them are as absurd for surfing the net as Blackberry's.

So What's the alternative?

It's unfortunate that phones as good as the BlackBerry Curve or the Bold series are bundled with some of the crappy plans mentioned above. The BlackBerry OS interface, their iconic trackball (currently being replaced by the equally good optical trackpad), and well-designed QWERTY keyboards are quite tempting. But these phones will make sense only to some people.

If you were looking for a QWERTY phone and coveted a BlackBerry, but after reading this information are reconsidering your decision to get one, here are some other alternatives.

A point to note: The phones mentioned below support some form of push e-mail, but they don't guarantee any encryption before the mail's pushed to your phone -- something that Blackberry has been offering since day one.

Under Rs. 10,000

INQ Chat 3G or Nokia E63
This is a non-smartphone but quite the socializer. It supports only Java based apps, but has some good ones pre-installed -- for e.g. Facebook and Twitter. The interface is easy to use and the QWERTY keyboard is workable. It has push notification feature for Gmail, where it announces the arrival of a new mail in your Gmail account instantly. Other than a decent quality 3.2 MP autofocus camera, it's also got GPS!

It supports 3G (HSDPA at 3.6 Mbps),

so when we finally get 3G in India, you'll be well equipped. The Nokia E63 will trump this model with its Symbian smartphone OS, 3.5mm earphone jack, Wi-Fi, and a higher-capacity battery. Most of the newer Nokia phones support Nokia Messaging. This is a complimentary service by Nokia by which you can push your mail to your phone; like BlackBerry.

The E63 will be roughly a grand more than the INQ Chat 3G. Take your pick according to your preference.

Under Rs. 20,000

Nokia E71 or the Nokia E72. I don't need to reiterate about these two phones now, do I?

Google em out if you need to (i.e. if you've been living in a cave for the last few years).

Final Word

I'm not saying that BlackBerry phones are bad. Advanced users may have applications for it that are far beyond push-mail. But you've got to realize what kind of a user you are. For example: You want a QWERTY phone to send/receive e-mails and chat on Gtalk, Yahoo or MSN, and are absolutely not interested in browsing the web or any other internet-related activity. In this case a BlackBerry phone with the basic Rs. 300 plan could suffice.

For all other potential users, please study your operators monthly plans carefully before you go to the store and buy one.

If they don't fit the bill, you'll need to ask yourself:

Do I really want a BlackBerry?

Vishwaasam athalle ellaam

2010-04-29T11:19:00.000-07:00

Story told by a man which is most frightening yet thought-provoking experience of his life.

He had been on a long flight.. The first warning of the approaching problems came then the sign on the airplane flashed on: "Fasten your seat belts."

Then, after a while, a calm voice said, "We shall not be serving the beverages at this time as we are expecting a little turbulence. Please be sure your seat belt is fastened.."

As he looked around the aircraft, it became obvious that many of the passengers were becoming apprehensive. Later, the voice of the announcer said, "We are so sorry that we are unable to serve the meal at this time..

The turbulence is still ahead of us."

And then the storm broke. The ominous cracks of thunder could be heard even above the roar of the engines. Lightening lit up the darkening skies, and within moments that great plane was like a cork tossed around on a celestial ocean. One moment the airplane was lifted on terrific currents of air; the next, it dropped as if it were about to crash.

The man confessed that he shared the discomfort and fear of those around him. He said, "As I looked around the plane, I could see that nearly all the passengers were upset and alarmed. Some were praying.

The future seemed ominous and many were wondering if they would make
it through the storm. And then, I suddenly saw a girl to whom the
storm meant nothing. She had tucked her feet beneath her as she sat on
her seat and was reading a book.

Everything within her small world was calm and orderly. Sometimes she closed her eyes, then she would read again; then she would straighten her legs, but worry and fear were not in her world. When the plane was being buffeted by the terrible storm, when it lurched this way and that, as it rose and fell with frightening severity, when all the
adults were scared half to death, that marvelous child was completely composed and unafraid."

The man could hardly believe his eyes. It was not surprising therefore, that when the plane finally reached its destination and all the passengers were hurrying to disembark, he lingered to speak to the girl whom he had watched for such a long time.

Having commented about the storm and behavior of the plane, he asked why she had not been afraid. The sweet child replied,

"Sir, my Dad is the pilot, And he is taking me home."

Believe and dont turn back !!!

A must read for every INDIAN - CONSTITUTION OF INDIA

2010-01-15T21:29:00.000-08:00

A must read for every INDIAN - CONSTITUTION OF INDIA

The Constitution of India is the supreme law of India. It lays down the framework defining fundamental political principles, establishing the structure, procedures, powers and duties, of the government and spells out the fundamental rights, directive principles and duties of citizens. Passed by the Constituent Assembly on November 26, 1949, it came into effect on January 26, 1950. The date 26 January was chosen to commemorate the declaration of independence of 1930. It declares the Union of India to be a sovereign, democratic republic, assuring its citizens of justice, equality, and liberty; the words "socialist", "secular" and "integrity" were added to the definition in 1976 by constitutional amendment. India celebrates the adoption of the constitution on January 26 each year as Republic Day.[3] It is the longest written constitution of any sovereign country in the world, containing 448 articles, 12 schedules and 94 amendments, for a total of 117,369 words in the English language version.

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2009-07-28T22:39:00.000-07:00

Popular Malayalam film actor Rajan P Dev passed away today morning at a Kochi hospital, after a prolonged illness. He was 54. He was under treatment for lung disease and expired suddenly due to cardiac arrest, at Kochi Lakeshore Hospital.

Rajan P Dev was admitted to the hospital after he vomited blood on Sunday. He was diabetic too. He died at 6.30 am today morning. Funeral will be held at Karukutti on Thursday morning 11 am.

Rajan P Dev was an actor who had his own style of acting. He proved his talent in films, dramas, and as director. Rajan P Dev acted in a many comedy roles as well as Villain characters. Fazil’s ‘Ente Mamattikuttiyamma’ is his first film. Recently released ‘Pattanathil Bhootham’ is his last movie.

Rajan P Dev was also popular in Tamil, Kannada and Telugu film industries also. He owns a Drama group named Jubilee Theatres. He is survived by his wife Shanthamma, daughter Ashamma and son Jibil Raj. He was born in Cherthala on May 20, 1954 to S.J Dev and Kuttiyamma.

He had lost his vision in the left eyes in the last days. Body will be kept for public viewing at Ernakulam Town Hall today afternoon from 2 to 4pm.

2009-07-07T23:20:00.000-07:00

ചെറുവത്തൂര്‍ സ്വാമിജി - അതി ശ്രേഷ്ടന്‍ മുനി വര്യന്‍ മൌനി , ചിന്തകന്‍ ഇപ്പോഴും ചിന്തിച്ചു കൊണ്ടേ ഇരിക്കും അതിനിടക്ക് ചിലപ്പോള്‍ ഉറങ്ങിയെന്നും വരാം. ആരെന്തു പറഞ്ഞാലും ഒരു കുലുക്കവും ഇല്ല " ആട്ടു കല്ലിനു കാറ്റ് പിടിച്ചത് പോലെ അങ്ങിരിക്കും", ചിലപ്പോള്‍ 'തഥാസ്തു!!!' എന്ന് മൊഴിയും അതിന്റെ അര്‍ഥം താങ്കളുടെ പിതാവിനോട് ചോദിക്ക് എന്നാണത്രേ. സേവന തത്പരനാണ് സ്വാമികള്‍. അദ്ധേഹത്തിന്റെ മഹത്വം അറിയന്നമെങ്ങില്‍ കൂടെ ഇരുന്നു 'സേവിക്കണം' , അധികം ഒന്നും വേണ്ട ആത്മാര്‍ഥമായി അല്പം സേവിക്കുക, പിന്നീട് ആ ദിവ്യ 'വായില്‍' നിന്നും തിരുമൊഴികള്‍ അനര്‍ഗള നിര്‍ഗളം പ്രവഹിക്കും. കടലിലെ തിരകള്‍ എത്ര, തലയിലെ മ.. സോറി മു.. മുടിയെത്ര ... മനുഷ്യ ശരീരത്തില്‍ കിഡ്നി എത്ര അവ എന്തിനു .. ദിനോ ബോട്ട യുടെ പാന്റിന്റെ സൈസ് എത്ര... വസ്കോസ് എന്നാലെന്ത് ...സ്ടാറ്റ്‌ സര്‍ന്റെ പല്ലെത്ര.... മനോജ്‌ സര്‍നും സനല്‍ സര്‍ നും ജനിച്ചപ്പോഴേ താടി ഉണ്ടോ എന്നിങ്ങനെ മനുഷ്യന്‍ ജന്മ ജന്മാണ്ടാരങ്ങളായി തപ്പി നടക്കണ question answers and ചൂസ് ദി റൈറ്റ്‌ ആന്‍സര്‍നു അപ്പൊ തന്നെ മറുപടി തരും.. ഹോ സ്വാമികള്‍ !!! (കോരി തരിപ്പ്)

ചെറുവത്തൂര്‍ എന്നൊരു സ്ഥലം ഉണ്ടെന്നും അവ്ടൊരു ആശ്രമം ഉണ്ടെന്നും അദ്ദേഹം പറഞ്ഞതായി ഓര്‍കുന്നു. ആശ്രമ വാസികളുടെ നിത്യ കര്‍മം നാല്‍കവലയിലെ ബസ്‌ സ്റ്റാന്‍ഡില്‍ ചെന്ന് നില്കലും അവിടെ എത്തുന്ന യുവ കൊമള്കള്‍ ആയ സഹോദരിമാരെ (ആരുടെയോ) ബസ്സുകളിലേക്ക് ആനയിച്ചു ചിലപ്പോള്‍ എടുത്തു പൊക്കി വരെ ആസ.. സ്.. ആയ.. ശേ ... ആസനസ്തരാക്കുനതാണ് .. ഇതു നട്ടപാതിരക്കും അവര്‍ കര്‍മ നിരതരായിരിക്കും. !!! ഹോ സ്വാമികള്‍ !!! (പിന്നെയും കോരി തരിപ്പ്)
സ്വാമികളുടെ അഭിപ്രായത്തില്‍ സേവനം ചെയ്യാത്താവരോന്നും ആന്നുങ്ങളല്ല.. പണ്ട് സ്വാമികള്‍ ഹരിദ്വാരത്തിലും (ദേശീയ ഫാഷയില്‍ ഹരിദ്വാര്‍) രിഷികെഷിലും മറ്റു പുണ്യ സ്ഥലങ്ങളിലും മറ്റും സന്ദര്‍ശിച്ചതും പല പല സ്നാന യോഗങ്ങള്‍ കണ്ടു പഠിച്ചതും മറ്റും പറഞ്ഞത് സോറി മൊഴിഞ്ഞത് ഇപ്പോള്‍ ഓര്മ വരുന്നു. ഇത്തരം തണുപ്പുള്ള സ്ഥലങ്ങളില്‍ യോഗകളില്‍ ഏര്‍പ്പെടുമ്പോള്‍ എണ്ണ ഉപയോഗിക്കുനത് വളരെ നല്ലതാണെന്നും മൊഴിഞ്ഞത് ഓര്മ വരുന്നു.. കൂടുതലായി അറിവ് പകരാന്‍ വാ തുറന്ന അദ്ദേഹം വാള്‍ യോഗയിലേക്കും പിന്നീട് മൌന യോഗത്തിലേക്കും കടന്നതിനാല്‍ കൂടുതല്‍ വിജ്ഞാനം ലഭിക്കാനുള്ള അവസരം നഷ്ടമായി :(

പക്ഷെ ആ മൌനത്തിലും കൂടെ കൂടെ കുണ്ഡലിനി ഉണരുമ്പോള്‍ ചാടി എഴുന്നേറ്റു വര്‍ഷങ്ങളായി തന്റെ സധീരത്യനും ഇപ്പോള്‍ മാലി ദേശത്തെ രാജാവായി വാഴുന്ന മാന്യ ദേഹത്തിനെ നോക്കി താങ്ങള്‍ ഒരു ആണാണോ എന്നും പിന്നീട് ഒരിക്കല്‍ ഞെട്ടി ഉണര്‍ന്നു ഏതോ ദേവി നാമം വിളിച്ചു കൂവിയതും ഓര്മ വരുന്നു, അത് ചെറുവത്തൂര്‍ ദേവിയാണെന്ന് പിന്നീട് അറിഞ്ഞു..

സ്വാമികള്‍ ഇപ്പോള്‍ കേരള സംസ്ഥാനത്തിന്റെ സുരക്ഷാ ചുമതലകള്‍ മൊത്തമായി ഏറ്റെടുത്ത് നിരന്ദരം സിനിമ കൊട്ടകകളില്‍ ഇരുന്നു സംസ്ഥാനതിനെ സംരക്ഷികുക്കയാനെന്നു അറിയുകയുണ്ടായി..

ഇത് അദ്ധേഹത്തിന്റെ കൈയില്‍ കിട്ടുന്ന അവസരത്തില്‍ ഞാന്‍ വായു യോഗത്തില്‍ പറക്കുനതം നിലം തൊടാതെ ഓടുന്നതുമായ സീനുകള്‍ മനസ്സില്‍ വരുന്നു എന്നാലും ധൈര്യസമേതം ഞാന്‍ എഴുതുന്നു....
വേറെ പണി ഒന്നും ഇല്ലാത്തതു കൊണ്ട് :)

"അവനൊരു ആണാണോ ? അമ്മേ നാരായണ "
ഗുരു ചെറുവത്തൂര്‍ കിടുകിടാനന്ദജി

ഗുരു ചെറുവത്തൂര്‍ കിടുകിടാനന്ദജി

ഈ ദിവ്യ ഫോട്ടോ കിട്ടിയാലുടനെ തന്നെ 101 പേര്‍ക്ക് അയക്കാത്ത പക്ഷം താങ്കളുടെ രാത്രികള്‍
ഈ ദിവ്യ ഫോട്ടോ പൂജാമുറിയില്‍ വച്ച് പൂജിച്ചാല്‍ ഉധിഷ്ട കാര്യലഭ്യത അവിവാഹിതര്‍ക്ക് സന്ദാന സൌഭാഗ്യം എന്നിവ ഉണ്ടാകുനതാണ് . നിദ്രാവിഹീനങ്ങള്‍ ആവുകയും വണ്ടി പെട്രോള്‍ വിഹീനം ആവുകയും കാമുകി/കാമുകന്‍ ഒളിച്ചോടുകയും ചെയ്യുനതാണ് !!!
ഈ ദിവ്യ ഫോട്ടോ പൂജാമുറിയില്‍ വച്ച് പൂജിച്ചാല്‍ ഉധിഷ്ട കാര്യലഭ്യത അവിവാഹിതര്‍ക്ക് സന്ദാന സൌഭാഗ്യം എന്നിവ ഉണ്ടാകുനതാണ് .

2009-07-06T02:08:00.000-07:00

Monsters, Mutants and Other Animal Mysteries They are materializing in the most unlikely places - like your backyard and bedroom !!!

Mysterious animals seem to be popping up all over the place. And not just in remote jungles or seldom-traveled tropical waters but also in the most unlikely places - like your backyard and bedroom !!!They had been allegedly appearing in such unlikely places as Harford County, Maryland and San Antonio, Texas. Rural villages of Chile and Africa also continue to be harassed by strange creatures, some of which fit the description and modus operandi of the dreaded Chupacabras. But the same has been spotted in INDIA after the appearence of the strange creature known widely as KAALA BANDAR spotted in Delhi, scientists in India are routinely discovering new species of animals.

From the reports of International Scientists Union and an exploration team they have found the strange looking creature in an ice-covered pool in the Yukon Territory of the Canada Basin is which is believed to be the world's oldest seawater and reports from them state that the creature is also likely to be found on the territorial and water front areas in Asia and particularly to the southern part of India.

In Oct-Nov of, 2006, a new species - hairy skeletonous, mouse-like mammal was discovered in the border mountains of Keral-Tamilnadu states in India. Its supposed to be the same animal found in Delhi earlier and later periods. Findings have occured in the later years in districts of Kerala - Kollam and very recently in Trivandrum.

However, when an unknown creature wanders into your backyard we must be cautious about what it is capable of as its unpredictable as to how dangerous or friendly it can turn out to be.
In July, 2004 a strange-looking dog-like creature was spotted by several residents around hillstation hotels in Kerala-Tamilnadu border, a group of students even managed to photograph the animal in a bedroom. Animal experts were unable to identify it, some saying it looked like a cross between a dog and a hyena. The image is given below

2009-06-25T21:39:00.000-07:00

The King of Pop Passes to Next World

Michael Jackson, the "King of Pop" who once moonwalked above the music world, died on Thursday as he prepared for a comeback bid to vanquish nightmare years of sexual scandal and financial calamity. He was 50.

Jackson died at UCLA Medical Centre after being stricken at his rented home in Holmby Hills. Paramedics tried to resuscitate him at his home for nearly three-quarters of an hour, then rushed him to the hospital, where doctors continued to work on him.

"It is believed he suffered cardiac arrest in his home. However, the cause of his death is unknown until results of the autopsy are known," his brother Jermaine said.

Police said they were investigating, standard procedure in high-profile cases.

Jackson’s death brought a tragic end to a long, bizarre, sometimes farcical decline from his peak in the 1980s, when he was popular music’s premier all-around performer, a uniter of black and white music who shattered the race barrier on MTV, dominated the charts and dazzled even more on stage.

His 1982 album "Thriller" _ which included the blockbuster hits "Beat It," "Billie Jean" and "Thriller" - is the best-selling album of all time, with an estimated 50 million copies sold worldwide.

At the time of his death, Jackson was rehearsing hard for what was to be his greatest comeback: He was scheduled for an unprecedented 50 shows at a London arena, with the first set for July 13.

As word of his death spread, MTV switched its programming

to play videos from Jackson’s heyday.

Radio stations began playing marathons of his hits. Hundreds of people gathered outside the hospital. In New York’s Times Square, a low groan went up in the crowd when a screen flashed that Jackson had died, and people began relaying the news to friends by cell phone.

"No joke. King of Pop is no more. Wow," Michael Harris, 36, of New York City, read from a text message a friend had sent him. "It’s like when Kennedy was assassinated. I will always remember being in Times Square when Michael Jackson died."

The public first knew him as a boy in the late 1960s, when he was the precocious, spinning lead singer of the Jackson 5, the singing group he formed with his four older brothers o

ut of Gary, Indiana. Among their No. 1 hits were "I Want You Back," "ABC" and "I’ll Be There."

He was perhaps the most exciting performer of his generation, known for his backward-gliding moonwalk, his feverish, crotch-grabbing dance moves and his high-pitched singing, punctuated with squeals and titters. His single sequined glove, tight, military-style jacket and aviator sunglasses were trademarks, as was his ever-changing, surgically altered appearance.

"For Michael to be taken away from us so suddenly at such a young age, I just don’t have the words," said Quincy Jones, who produced "Thriller."

"He was the consummate entertainer and his contributions and legacy will be felt upon the world forever. I’ve lost my little brother today, and part of my soul has gone with him."

Jackson ranked alongside Elvis Presley and the Beatles as the biggest pop sensations of all time.

He united two of music’s biggest names when he was briefly married to Presley’s daughter, Lisa Marie, and Jackson’s death immediately evoked comparisons to that of Presley himself, who died at age 42 in 1977.

As years went by, Jackson became an increasingly freakish figure - a middle-aged man-child weirdly out of touch with grown-up life. His skin became lighter, his nose narrower, and he spoke in a breathy, girlish voice. He often wore a germ mask while travelling, kept a pet chimpanzee named Bubbles as one of his closest companions, and surrounded himself with children at his Neverland ranch, a storybook playland filled with toys, rides and animals. The tabloids dubbed him "Wacko Jacko."

"It seemed to me that his internal essence was at war with the norms of the world. It’s as if he was trying to defy gravity," said Michael Levine, a Hollywood publicist who represented Jackson in the early 1990s. He called Jackson a "disciple of P.T. Barnum" and said the star appeared fragile at the time but was "much more cunning and shrewd about the industry than anyone knew."

Jackson caused a furore in 2002 when he playfully dangled his infant son, Prince Michael II, over a hotel balcony in Berlin while a throng of fans watched from below.

In 2005, he was cleared of charges he molested a 13-year-old cancer survivor at Neverland in 2003. He had been accused of plying the boy with alcohol and groping him, and of engaging in strange and inappropriate behaviour with other children.

The case followed years of rumours about Jackson and young boys. In a TV documentary, he acknowledged sharing his bed with children, a practice he described as sweet and not at all sexual.

Despite the acquittal, the lurid allegations that came out in court took a fearsome

toll on his career and image, and he fell into serious financial trouble.

Michael Joseph Jackson was born Aug. 29, 1958, in Gary. He was 4 years old when he began singing with his brothers _ Marlon, Jermaine, Jackie and Tito _ in the Jackson 5. After his early success with bubblegum soul, he struck out on his own, generating innovative, explosive, unstoppable music.

The album "Thriller" alone mixed the dark, serpentine bass and drums and synthesizer approach of "Billie Jean," the grinding Eddie Van Halen solo on "Beat It," and the hiccups and falsettos on "Wanna Be Startin’ Somethin’."

The peak may have come in 1983, when Motown celebrated its 25th anniversary with an all-star televised concert and Jackson moonwalked off with the show, joining his brothers for a medley of old hits and then leaving them behind with a pointing, crouching, high-kicking, splay-footed, crotch-grabbing run through "Billie Jean."

The audience stood and roared. Jackson raised his fist.

By then he had cemented his place in pop culture. He got the plum Scarecrow role in the 1978 movie musical "The Wiz," a pop-R&B version of «The Wizard of Oz," that starred Diana Ross as Dorothy.

During production of a 1984 Pepsi commercial, Jackson’s scalp sustains burns when an explosion set his hair on fire.

He had strong follow-up albums with 1987’s "Bad" and 1991’s "Dangerous," but his career began to collapse in 1993 after he was accused of molesting a boy who often stayed at his home. The singer denied any wrongdoing, reached a settlement with the boy’s family, reported to be $20 million, and criminal charges were never filed.

Jackson’s expressed anger over the allegations on the 1995 album "HIStory," which sold more than 2.4 million copies, but by then, the popularity of Jackson’s music was clearly waning, even as public fascination with his increasingly erratic behaviour was growing.

Jackson married Lisa Marie Presley in 1994, and they divorced in 1996. Later that year, Jackson married Deborah Rowe, a former nurse for his dermatologist.

They had two children together: Michael Joseph Jackson Jr., known as Prince Michael, and Paris Michael Katherine Jackson. Rowe filed for divorce in 1999.

Cardiac arrest is an abnormal heart rhythm that stops the heart from pumping blood to the body. It can occur after a heart attack or be caused by other heart problems.

Billboard magazine editorial director Bill Werde said Jackson’s star power was unmatched. "The world just lost the biggest pop star in history, no matter how you cut it," Werde said. "He’s literally the king of pop."

Jackson’s 13 No. 1 one hits on the Billboard charts put him behind only Presley, the Beatles and Mariah Carey, Werde said.

"He was on the eve of potentially redeeming his career a little bit," he said. "People might have started to think of him again in a different light."

Michael Jackson: A look back at a pop legend's life

August 29, 1958: Michael Joseph Jackson is born in Gary, Indiana, to Katherine Esther Scruse and Joseph Walter Jackson.

1968: The Jackson 5 signs to Motown.

October 1969: Their debut single "I Want You Back" is released

Dec. 8, 1969: Jackson 5 release their debut album "Diana Ross Presents The Jackson 5"

Jan. 24, 1972: Michael Jackson releases his debut album Got To Be There.

February 1972: Jackson had his first number one solo single, "Ben," the title song from a children's thriller about a young boy who befriends a rat.

Jan. 16 1975: Michael Jackson releases his fourth and final album for Motown, "Forever, Michael"

1976: The Jackson 5 change their name to The Jacksons and get their own TV show.

Oct. 24, 1978: Jackson stars alongside Diana Ross in the all-black film musical "The Wiz," a retelling of The Wizard of Oz. Rumor has it he would leave the set without removing his makeup.

Aug. 25, 1979: His album "Off the Wall," the first of three discs produced by Quin

cy Jones, launches him to superstar status. Sells over nineteen million copies worldwide. It produced four Top Ten singles including the nu

mber one hits "Don't Stop 'til You Get Enough" and "Rock With You."

Dec. 1, 1982: His next Jones disc, "Thriller" is released. The album features Paul McCartney, Eddie Van Halen, Vincent Price. Hits include "The Girl Is Mine," "Billie Jean," "Thriller" and "Beat It." He supports the album with elaborate video clips that revolutionized MTV and the way music videos were made. It sells over 50 million copies with seven of its nine tracks in the Top Ten.

May 16, 1983: Performs "Billie Jean" at the "Motown 25: Yesterday, Today, Forever Special"

and moonwalks for the first time. It will become his signature move.

1984: During the filming of a Pepsi commercial, his hair catches fire. Rumored to have survived serious injury, his extensive plastic surgery begins.

Nov. 20, 1984: Receives a star on the Hollywood Walk of Fame.

1985: Co-writes "We Are the World" with Lionel Richie.Jackson acquires ATV Publishing, the firm that controlled all the Lennon-McCartney copyrights. It costs him his friendship with McCartney.

1986: Stars in Francis Ford Coppola's "Captain EO" for Walt Disney World's EPCOT Center. It screens at the parks for 12 years.

Sept. 1986: Photos of him in a hyperbaric chamb

er are published in the National Enquirer. Jackson later says it's part of his plan to extend his life beyond its "natural span."

1987: Supposedly tries to buy the Elephant Man's (John Merrick) skeleton for a reported one million dollars.

Aug. 31, 1987: Releases his third and final Quincy Jones album "Bad" which sells over eight million copies. It debuted at number one with the single "I Just Can't Stop Loving You." It was the first album ever to produce five number one hits, the others being "Bad," "The Way You Make Me Feel," "Man in the Mirror," and "Dirty Diana."

May 1988: Moves to the Neverland Valley Ranch in California's Santa Ynez Valley

Nov. 26, 1991: Releases the album "Dangerous." Attempts to update his sound, he hires groundbreaking new jack swing producer Teddy Riley. Again, it debuts at number one. It featured the hits "Black or White," "Remember the Time" and "In the Closet."

1992: Invites Oprah Winfrey to his Neverland ranch. He proceeds to tell her he has the skin disorder, vitiligo, and this is why his skin complexion has changed so much. Tells her of the abuse he had to endure at his father's hand and also denies the Elephant Man skeleton story.

1993: A lawsuit is filed against him accusing him of seducing and abusing thirteen-year-old Jordy Chandler.

Dec. 1993: Makes a TV appearance saying he is innocent of the child molestation charges.

1994: Settles lawsuit by paying the plaintiff twenty million dollars. The Los Angeles and Santa Barbara district attorneys do not file child-molestation charges against him.

May 26, 1994: Marries Lisa Marie Presley.

1995: Releases the album "HIStory:Past, Present, Future Book 1" a two-CD set featuring one disc of new material and one of his greatest hits.

Again, it debuted at numberone but was considered a disappointment. Fans already owned the hits and the new tunes weren't strong enough to offset the added cost of the extra disc. Still, the lead single "Scream," a duet with sister Janet debuted at number five, setting a new American chart record that was broken when the follow-up, "You Are Not Alone,"

became the first single ever to enter the Billboard Hot 100 at number one.

Jan. 1996: Lisa Marie Presley files for divorce.

Nov. 14, 1996: Marries his dermatologist's secretary, Debbie Rowe.

1997: Releases "Blood On the Dance Floor," a disc of remixes and rarities. It does not go platinum.

Feb. 13, 1997: Rowe has a baby boy, Prince Michael Joseph, Junior. The godmother is Elizabeth Taylor. The godfather is Macaulay Culkin.

Apr. 3, 1998: Rowe gives birth to Paris Michael Katherine. Macaulay Culkin is the godfather.

Oct. 1999: Divorces Debbie Rowe.

Oct. 30, 2001: Releases the album "Invincible" which sells over eight million copies worldwide.

2001: Inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame. In the wake of September 11, Jackson puts together an all-star charity benefit single, "What More Can I Give." A new disc "Invincible" is released late in the year under producer Rodney Jerkins. It debuted at number one and quickly went double platinum. Its singles "You Rock My World" and "Butterflies" had rather disappointing showings.

2002: Prince Michael II is born. The identity of the mother is never released.

Nov. 19, 2002: Dangles his newborn son, Prince Michael II (nicknamed "Blanket"), from a Berlin hotel balcony, four stories high.

Nov. 20, 2003: Taken into custody by the Santa Barbara County Sherriff's Department on charges of child molestation. He posts a three million dollar bail.

Jan. 16, 2004: Pleads not guilty to child molestation charges.

Apr. 30, 2004: Pleads not guilty after grand jury indictment.

Feb. 28, 2005: Prosecution opens its case with accusations that Jackson used wine and pornography to seduce the 13-year-old boy. The defense counters that no DNA from the accuser has been found in Jackson's bedroom.

Mar. 10, 2005: Jackson fails to appear in court and the judge threatens to issue an arrest for him. Jackson's lawyer tracks him down at a hospital where he has been admitted for back problems. The judge gives him one hour to appear. He does, and the trial continues.

June 13, 2005: The jury finds Jackson not guilty.

2006: The boxed set "Visionary" was released featuring 20 DualDiscs replicating 20 hit singles with their videos included on the DVD side.

2007: Jackson announced a comeback album was planned for later in the year.

2008: Jackson reaches a settlement with second son of the King of Bahrain over an approximately $10 million failed recording venture.Passes property deeds of Neverland to Sycamore Valley Ranch Company LLC, effectively losing his beloved estate.

2009: Jackson was expected to appear at a string of sold-out shows at London's O2 Arena in July.

http://edition.cnn.com/2009/SHOWBIZ/Music/06/25/michael.jackson.videos.life/index.html#cnnSTCVideo

WE LOVE YOU MJ - YOU WILL ALWAYS MOONWALK ON OUR HEARTS

SOURCE: THE ALL MUSIC GUIDE, CNN and TWOOP Timelines - EDITED AND COMPILED BY JaGs NaiR

2009-06-25T09:52:00.000-07:00

Bhramaram

Bhramaram had given in high hopes when it was announced to be a Suspense Road thriller from Blessy and Mohanlal team. I expected the feel of Thaazhvaaram and Road (Ram Gopal Varma). I don’t know when the caption ‘Brutally Innocent’ came in – (I believe it was added at the very last moment of the film release) but the Hero’s definition goes in flow with this caption rather than the older ones – Suspense Thriller, Road Thriller.. etc
But the high hopes and expectations to see a suspense thriller flick as read from the posters were all put down and the film turned out to be a very lagging dragging long dull and disappointing one.

Story – A person is sent to juvenile home cheated by his friends in schooldays for a crime he never committed comes out from jail and does not go in for any revenge but stays peaceful and calm (does that reminds you of any other Mohanlal film?) He lives changing his identity but suddenly loses his wife and child because his crime is revealed to them by someone else. He goes finding his friends to reveal the truth behind the crime to his daughter and wife to prove his innocence.

The story lacks anything new, unwanted scenes like Bomb blast and rash driving, which I think were used to bring in the feel of a thriller didn’t quite work out. The story had no usual turn points it just went on and the ‘suspense’ as it was to be, could be predicted at a very early stage of the film itself. The scenes which were used to make the audience go into a nail biting reaction were very often used and so did not give in any reaction other than of “oh.. I’ve seen this many times before”. Blessy, a nice realistic story teller was found lacking his sense at many scenes throughout the film. In some scenes Blessy goes to the standards of Vinayan films & malayalam soap serials. Many dialogues seem un-filmy. The ultimate funny element is where you see the villain (so-called as per film) begins to sing a friendship song for you. You can predict the scenes and dialogues before hand and that’s not expected from any Suspense thriller.

It would have been a nice film if the story was told as an action film as there is very little scope for suspense in it.

The Cast - Mohanlal, the exceptionally talented versatile actor has done his role very naturally as in his every movie, but in many scenes he reminds us of thanmatra.

The heroine bhoomika Chawla was good only for the glamour show, may be that will bring in some crowd.
Lakshmi gopalaswamy is good for the role and goes in with the flow as in many other recent mohanlal films (well that’s our lalettans personal life, we needn’t interfere in it: P  ) Sukumari has nothing else but to do the crying mother of the hero.

The villain is also ok. But the second villain guy who played a doctor seems out of pitch in some scenes, but he also goes with the flow.

The child artist who played Heroes daughter was real pathetic, and the dubbing also seemed very down rated. I don’t find fault with the inexperienced innocent child, but with the talented professional experienced Director and his crew.

The only thing that’s good in the lot are the excellent songs and Re-recording (Background music score) by Mohan Sithara and the camera done by Ajay Vincent

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pTCcDZ77zK0

The theatre atmosphere never looked like first day of Mohanlal release and the crowd that came out of the theatre had a lazy tired and weird look just like coming out from some Adoor’s award movie.

ഹസ്തരേഖ

2009-06-16T10:53:00.000-07:00

അരണ്ട വെളിച്ചം, അടുത്തെങ്ങും ആരെയും കാണാനില്ല…

പേടിപ്പെടുത്തുന്ന നിശബ്ദത…. ചീവീടുകളുടെ ശബ്ദം മാത്രം DTS സൌണ്ടില്‍...

ഞാന്‍ ചുറ്റിലും നോക്കി.

ഒരു നിലയില്‍ ഡ്രാക്കുള . അതിന് മുകളില്‍ Jekyll and Hyde, അതിനും മണ്ടേല്‍ Frankenstein…

അങ്ങനെ നിര നിരയായി ഓരോരോ നിലകളില്‍ ഇരുന്നു താഴേക്ക്‌ എത്തി വലിഞ്ഞു നോക്കി ഇരിക്കുന്ന അവരുടെ ഇടയില്‍ കൂടി ഞാന്‍ നടന്നു.

എന്റെ ചുറ്റിലും നൂറ്റാണ്ടുകളുടെ പൊടിയും പിടിച്ചു stuff ചെയ്ത മമ്മിയെ കണക്കു അടര്‍ന്നു വീണു തുടങ്ങിയ പുസ്തക ലക്ഷങ്ങള്‍ !!!

വലിയ വായനശാല, തൊട്ടാല്‍ പൊടി പറക്കുന്ന അവിടെ ഇരുന്നു ചിലര്‍ പുസ്തകങ്ങള്‍ വായിക്കുന്നു, ചിലര്‍ കാര്‍ന്നു തിന്നുന്നു, ഞാന്‍ മുന്നോട്ടു നടന്നു....

പുസ്തകങ്ങളുടെ മറവില്‍ ഒരാള്‍ ഒമര്‍ ഖയാമിന്റെ പ്രിയസഖിയുമായി ലൈന്‍ അടിക്കുന്നു, വേറൊരാള്‍ പമ്മന്റെ "കമ്മലുമായി" അല്പം ചമ്മലോടെ എന്നെ നോക്കി ഇളിച്ചു അത് കണ്ടു പേടിച്ചു മുഖം തിരിച്ച ഞാന്‍ കണ്ടത് ഒ ചന്ദുമേനോന്റെ ഇന്ദുലേഖയുമായ് ഒരാള്‍ ഒരു മറവിലേക്ക് നീങ്ങുന്നതാണ്, ഇനിയും എന്തൊക്കെ കാണേണ്ടി വരും എന്ന് ചിന്തിച്ചു ഞാന്‍ മുന്നോട്ടു നീങ്ങിയപ്പോ എന്നെ തള്ളിമാറ്റി ഒരാള്‍ അതി വേഗത്തില്‍ ഒരു കയറും കൈയില്‍ വച്ചു ഫാന്‍ ലക്ഷ്യമാക്കി നടന്നു പോയി, അയാള്‍ എന്തേലും അവിവേകം കാട്ടുമോ എന്ന് തിരിഞ്ഞു നോക്കിയപ്പോള്‍ അയാള്‍ ആ ഫാനിന്റെ മൂട്ടില്‍ ചെന്നു കയര്‍ (തകഴിയുടെ) തുറന്നു വച്ചു വായന തുടങ്ങി .അതിന്ടുത്തൊരാള്‍് ഡ്രാക്കുള്യെയും ശകുന്തള്യെയും ഒരുമിച്ചു കെട്ടിപിടിച്ചു കിടന്നു ഉറങ്ങുന്നു....വൃത്തികെട്ടവന്‍ !!!

ഹൂ horrible... .ഒരു Urban legend ഷൂട്ട്‌ ചെയ്യാന്‍ പറ്റിയ സിറ്റുവേഷന്‍.

തൊട്ടാല്‍ ആസ്ത്മ പിടിച്ചാലോ എന്ന് ഭയന്നും പുസ്തകങ്ങള്‍ക്ക് പുറകില്‍ സ്വൈര വിഹാരം നടത്തുന്ന ഇഴ -ഹിമ്ശ്രജന്തു സമൂഹത്തിനെയും ഞാനായി ശല്യപ്പെടുത്തണ്ട എന്നും കരുതി അല്പം സൂക്ഷിച്ചു ഭയത്തോട് കൂടി എന്റെ സുഹൃത്തിനെ കാത്തു ഞാനവിടെ നിന്നു.

അപ്പോഴാണ് എന്റെ കണ്ണില്‍ അത് ഉടക്കിയത് “ഹസ്തരേഖ ശാസ്ത്രം ”.

ഹൊ .. എന്തോരോക്കെ അപ്പോ... ഈ എഴുതി വചേക്കണത് അന്ധവിശ്വാസങ്ങ്ള്‍്സ് .

ഓ ... എന്നെ കുറിച്ചു ഞാന്‍ പറയാന്‍ മറന്നു, ഞാനൊരു നിരീശ്വരവാദിയാണ്. ഇന്നേ വരെ ഞാന്‍ ഒരു അമ്പലത്തില്‍ അറിയാതെ പോലും എത്തി നോക്കീട്ടില്ല ...

പിന്നെ ചിലപ്പം ഈ പരീക്ഷ ആകുമ്പഴും ലോട്ടറി ടിക്കറ്റ്‌ എടുക്കുമ്പോഴും വേറെ എന്തേലും സങ്ങടം ഒള്ളപഴും മാത്രമെ ഞാന്‍ ഈശ്വരനെ വിളിക്കാറും വഴിപാടു നടത്താറും ഒക്കെ ഒള്ളു......ആ കാര്യത്തില്‍ ഞാനൊരു പക്കാ കമ്മ്യൂണിസ്റ്റ് ആണ് ....

ആ അത് കൊണ്ടു തന്നെ ശാസ്ട്രീയമല്ലാത്ത ഇത്തരം ശാസ്ത്രങ്ങളെ എനിക്ക് ഫയങ്കര പുച്ഛം ആണ്.

“ഡാ കുറേ നേരമായോ വന്നിട്ട് ?”

“ഹൊ .. പേടിപ്പിച്ചു കളഞ്ഞല്ലോടെയ് ”

“ങ്ഹാ .. ഹസ്തരേഖ ശാസ്ത്രം.. അപ്പൊ ഇതൊക്കെ വായിച്ചു തുടങ്ങിയാ മ്മ് ? കല്യാണം കഴിഞ്ഞു ഒരു കൊച്ചായപ്പോ വിശ്വാസങ്ങള്‍ ഒക്കെ വന്നു തുടങ്ങിയാടെയ് ങ്ങേയ് ഹി ഹി ഹി “

“ഒന്നു പോടാ.. നിന്നെ കാണാഞ്ഞു ചുമ്മാ നിന്നപ്പോ ഒന്നു മറിച്ച് നോക്കിയെന്നെ ഒള്ളു.."

"ഹൂ എന്തോക്കെയടെയ് ഇതില്‍ എഴുതി വച്ചിരിക്കനത്.. ഇതും ഒരു ശാസ്ത്രം ഫൂ… കൈയിലെ രേഖങള്‍ കൈ തുറക്കുകയും അടക്കുകയും ചെയ്യുമ്പോള്‍ ഉണ്ടാകുന്നതാണ് അല്ലാതെ ..”

“ഓഹോ ഞാന്‍ വിചാരിച്ചു പണ്ടു സ്കൂളില്‍ വച്ചു ടീച്ചര്‍ കൈയില്‍ അടിച്ചതോണ്ടാണ് ഇതു ഒണ്ടായതെന്നു…"

"ഒന്നു പോടാ.. ഇതിലൊക്കെ സത്യമുണ്ട് എനിക്ക് അനുഭവമുണ്ട്.."

"എന്റെ കൈ നോക്കി ഒരാള്‍ പറഞ്ഞതൊക്കെ സത്യമായിടുണ്ട് … എന്റെ ജോലി , അത് എത്രാം വയസില്‍.. എന്റെ ഭാര്യ ആരായിരിക്കും, എങ്ങനെ ഇരിക്കും …”

“ഹും അത് ആണായിരിക്കോ പെണായിരിക്കോ … “

“ങേ … ഒന്നു പോടാ …”

“ആഹ .. നീ പറ ”

“ഹും എനിക്ക് കുട്ടികള്‍ എത്ര …”

“അതിലെതൊക്കെ നിന്റെ ..”

“ഡാ….”

“ഓ സോറി സോറി.. നീ പറ ”

“മ്മ് ഇതെല്ലാം അങ്ങേരു കറക്റ്റ് ആയിട്ട് പ്രവചിച്ചതാണ് , അന്ന് ഇതു തമാശ ആയി തോന്നിയെങ്ങിലും ഇതൊക്കെ നടന്നപ്പോ ആണ് വിശ്വാസം വന്നത്. എനിക്കും ഇപ്പൊ കൈ നോക്കാന്‍ കുറച്ചു അറിയാം .. നീ ആ കൈ ഒന്നു കാണിച്ചേഡാ ”

“ഓ ഇന്നാ നോക്ക്.. ബട്ട്‌ പൈസ വേണമെന്നു പറയരുത് ”

“ഓ വേണ്ട.. നിന്റെ കല്യാണം… മ്മ് … 29 -ആം വയസ്സില്‍ ആയിരുന്നു.. പിന്നെ നിനക്കു ഒരു മകള്‍ മാത്രമെ ഒള്ളു .. സത്യമല്ലേ”

“പോടാ .. ഇതൊക്കെ നിനക്കു അറിയാവുന്ന കാര്യങ്ങള്‍ അല്ലെ ”

“ഹി ഹി ഹി… അത് ശെരി ആണ് ബട്ട്‌ എനിക്ക് ഇതേ നോക്കാന്‍ അറിയൂ ഹി ഹി ഹി … ഡാ നിന്റെ ഈ കൈയിലെ വശത്ത് ചെറു വിരലിനു താഴെ ഉള്ള വര ഇല്ലേ? അതാണ്‌ എത്ര കുട്ടികള്‍ ഉണ്ടാകും എന്ന് അറിയാനുള്ള രേഖ, കട്ടി ഉള്ള ഒറ്റ രേഖ ആണ്‍കുട്ടി, കട്ടി കുറവാണേല്‍ പെണ്‍കുട്ടി ..

"ഡാ നിന്റെ രേഖക്ക് കട്ടി കുറവാ so u have a… ”

“ഹും മ്മ് .. daughter.. ok ok അതെന്തെലും ആവട്ട് .. ബാ നമുക്കു പോകാം .. അവന്റെ ഒരു കൈ നോട്ടം ..”

4 പെഗ് അടിച്ച് 4 വീലില് ഞാന്‍ വീട്ടിലെത്തി, പയ്യെ താക്കോലെടുത്ത് കതകു തുറന്നു കയറി ..

മോളും മിനിയും ഉറക്കം ആയികാണും

ബെഡ് റൂമിലെ ലൈറ്റിന്റെ വെട്ടത്തില്‍ ഞാന്‍ മോളെ നോക്കി, അവള്‍ നല്ല ഉറക്കം.

മിനി കണ്ണുകള്‍ക്ക്‌ മീതെ കൈ വച്ചു ഉറങ്ങുന്നു, വെള്ളത്തിന്റെ പുറത്തു ആയതു കൊണ്ടാണോ എന്തോ അറിയില്ല അവള്‍ നല്ല സുന്ദരി ആയരിക്കുന്നു … bootiful lady

ഇനി എങ്ങാനും വീട് മാറിപ്പോയോ ?

ഞാന്‍ ഒന്നു കൂടി നോക്കി .. ഏയ് ഇല്ല അതവള … തവള തന്നെ

അവളെ വിളിക്കാനായി തുടങ്ങിയപ്പോ ആണ് ഞാന്‍ അത് കണ്ടത്.. ആ നേരിയ വെളിച്ചത്തിലും വളരെ വ്യക്തമായി ഞാന്‍ അത് കണ്ടു

“അവളുടെ ചെറു വിരലിനു താഴെ കട്ടി ഉള്ള 2 രേഖകള്‍ ”

ങേ !!! ഈശ്വരാ….. നീയും എന്നെ തേച്ചോ !!! ഞാന്‍ തേക്കപ്പെട്ടോ….?

NB: വിവാഹിതര്‍ ഇതു വായിച്ചു കുടുംബ ദാമ്പത്യ പ്രശ്നങ്ങള്‍ കത്തി കുത്ത്, ഉലക്ക കൊണ്ടുള്ള പോര് എന്നിവ ഉണ്ടായാല്‍ ഈ ബ്ലോഗ് ഉടമകള്‍ അതിന് ഉത്തരവാദികള്‍ അല്ലായിരിക്കുനതാണ് എന്നും അത്തരം പ്രശ്നങ്ങള്‍ ഉണ്ടായാല്‍ നഷ്ടപരിഹാരം നല്കുന്നതലെന്നും ഇതിനാല്‍ അറിയിച്ചു കൊള്ളുന്നു.

2008-10-12T10:44:00.000-07:00

Carbon Nanotubes Make Superglue Look Silly

New material will change the face of glue forever

Scientists at the University of Dayton, Ohio and Georgia Institute of Technology have come up with a new adhesive that mimics the behavior of gecko's feet, which means that not only is it the strongest ever made, it's also the easiest to take off.

The feet of the gecko are covered in small hair called setae, which have branches at the end, called spatulae. When the gecko puts its foot on, say, a wall, the setae spread and increase the total surface area that's in contact with the wall. Thanks to molecular forces between the wall and the setae, the gecko's relatively small foot can hold its entire body up.

Using carbon nanotubes, the scientists have created a similar structure to create an adhesive pad that is effectively a nanotube forest. They tested a square centimeter of the pad on materials ranging from Teflon to sandpaper, and found that it can support up to 1.6 kg when pulled parallel to the surface. This means that if you're light (and strong) enough, you could coat your hands with this stuff and be able to pull off a Spider-Man-like wall-climb if you wished.

The best part, however, is that like the gecko, you can un-stick this pad just by pulling it in the right direction -- in this case, perpendicular to the surface you're stuck to. Which means that if you try clinging to ceilings, you're going to wind up a bloody mess on the ground.

2008-09-08T11:06:00.000-07:00

Wat do u feel when u get 2 knw dat sm1 whOm u loved,, knew inside out,, is NO longer yours
Sm1 who was vth u jst till the moment, within and beside u is no longer der
is no longer der to console u
to surprise u
to cheer u
to touch u
to share
to lovee.......
to live.........

പ്രണയം >?< വാത്സല്യം

2008-08-09T11:59:00.000-07:00

പ്രണയം >?< വാത്സല്യം

എന്റെ മൊബൈല്‍ ഫോണ്‍ നിലക്കാതെ ശബ്ദിച്ചു
ഏട്ടത്തി ആണ് .....
എടുക്കണമോ വേണ്ടയോ ആകെ സംശയം
വീട്ടില്‍ അറിഞ്ഞു കാണുമോ ??
ഇല്ല അറിയാന്‍ വഴിയില്ലാ.... എന്നാലും ചിലപ്പോള്‍....
ഇല്ലാ, ആര്‍ക്കും അറിയില്ല.. ആരോടും പറഞ്ഞിട്ടില്ലാ.....

വീട്ടില്‍ നിന്നു 60 km ദൂരെ ആണ് ഞാന്‍....
60 km ദൂരെ റെയില്‍വേ സ്റ്റേഷനില്‍...

മൊബൈലില്‍ ഒരു മെസ്സേജ് വന്നു, ചേച്ചി തന്നെ ആണ്
" കുട്ടാ മോനു നീ എവടാ ? എന്താടാ കുരങ്ങാ ഫോണ്‍ എടുക്കാത്തത് ?
അമ്മ നിന്നോട് പുറത്തു നിന്നും ഒന്നും കഴിക്കണ്ട
ഇവിടെ നിനക്കു ഇഷ്ടമുള്ള മീന്‍കറിയും കപ്പയും ഉണ്ടാക്കി
വച്ചിടുണ്ട് എന്ന് പറയാന്‍ പറഞ്ഞു,, നീ പെട്ടെന്ന് വാ,
അച്ഛനും നീ വന്നിട്ടേ കഴിക്കുന്നുള്ളൂ എന്നും പറഞ്ഞിരിക്ക്‌ാണ്
മോനേ പെട്ടെന്ന് വന്നിലേല്‍ ഞാന്‍ എല്ലാം എടുത്തു തിന്നുമേ, പറഞ്ഞില്ലെന്നു വേണ്ട
ഹി ഹി :) പെട്ടെന്ന് വാടാ
call me back or miscal wen u get dis"

കണ്ണ് നനഞ്ഞുവോ ? അറിയില്ല
"ഏട്ടാ..... " ....... അവളാണ്
ചെന്നൈയിലേക്കുള്ള ടിക്കറ്റ്‌ എന്റെ കയ്യിലെ വിയര്‍പ്പില്‍ നനഞ്ഞിരിക്കുന്നു........
മനസ്സില്‍ പല ചോദ്യങ്ങള്‍....... ഉത്തരം കിട്ടാത്തവ........... തെറ്റോ.. ശെരിയോ....
ഇതെല്ലാം ... വേണ്ടിയിരുണോ.....
മുന്നില്‍... മനസ്സില്‍.... കണ്ണില്‍ എല്ലാം എല്ലായിടത്തും ഒരു ഇരുട്ട് പടരുന്നത് പോലെ .....

--------- PiTch BlAck @ PoInt BlaNk---------

2008-06-25T11:58:00.000-07:00

LeaRn to LiVe

Americans and some other European countries believe that one of the most difficult things to do is public speaking and public appearance. They arrange challenges and create opportunities for common people to come forward and talk, sing or perform their skills in public during some local football matches or other events.

Why is it so, if we think rationally most of us have the same problem, public fright and stage fright. Some of us even would even hang ourselves than to do a public performance. Yes it literally kills them, why?

We are afraid. Yes we are afraid; of what??

Let me tell you all a story, I had a neighbour (yes had, sadly, she passed away 2 weeks before) a housewife, who lead a happy yet silent life. One thing about her was she hardly left the premises of her home. Yes, till the age she died, 86, it would count only to a total below 20 times. Unbelievable, believe it. She never went out for shopping or for films. Her husband and the family made available all that she needed, the groceries and all inside her home. So she never ever needed to go out and it was also a custom and tradition in those days that Hindu Nair women hardly went out of their homes. The times she went were only for some temple festival or any close relatives marriage and those were so limited.

The point I wanted to make was that by the time she was 30+ she forgot how to walk in the streets, outside her home. It would be a strange thing to read but its true. She actually forgot how to walk outside her home. You may be thinking is walking on streets that much a BIG thing, I would say yes and you will also join me if you ever had seen her shivering when she is brought out of her home. Yes the thought of leaving her home and walking outside would literally kill her. She would not dare to do it and if she did she would start shivering and faint. If she had to go somewhere she would go by car, step out from her house straight to car and step in straight to the auditorium. She never dated to walk anymore or she always wanted someone beside her, holding her if she had to. Unbelievable but believe it.

So now you see those very simple things that we consider silly and simple become very difficult and would sometimes literally kill us to get it done. Strange but truth. Everything we do is an art – walking, talking, listening, sitting, smiling everything and everything. The more we do and try to learn those little tricks that get it done correctly it get perfected. If we don’t do things and refrain ourselves in doing things, we simply forget those things that we think we know like the back of our hands.

Let me tell you another incident

It was my friend’s sister’s marriage the day after and we all friends gathered at the wedding hall for arranging for the next days event. We were talking casually about bikes and cars discussing about our friend’s bike and its performance. One of my friend’s relative joined us; he was a tall built man who was in his early 50’s he asked whether he could have a small ride on that bike in the hall premises. He indeed loved bikes, we all sensed it from his talking and the knowledge he had about vintage bikes. My friend gladly gave his key. This man went to the bike sat on it looked for the keyhole and started the bike. But he never drove it. He was sitting there and doing nothing, we all looked at him and we saw him shivering and he was sweating like hell. We smelled trouble and ran to him and just as we got there he fainted and dropped down. Before dropping to ground we caught him and slowly carried him and laid him down. We all were scared and didn’t know what happened. He was taken to hospital, but thankfully he was fine. Doctors diagnosed and said he was quite ok.

I became curious about the man and enquired about him to my friend. And he told me his story, the man, was a bike-lover, a race freak and owned a very good bike. He once had a big accident and surprisingly recovered from it without much harmful injuries, but with a broken leg and hand. From then his wife denied him to ride bikes and in love he accepted it. Later on he himself adjusted to it. His son drove the bike and he sat behind. And years later it was on the other day that he ever again got into a bike. But my friend also didn’t know what happened to him after.

Actually what happened the man had a deep longing to ride bikes and the realisation that he was sitting on a brand new bike with high performances and his memories all got him into an adrenalin rush. But the moment he started the bike he realised and his mind told him that he had never touched a bike for last 8 years. This frightened him; suddenly he forgot how to drive the bike. The thing he did for around 20 years and the man who was a racing freak suddenly forgot how to drive the bike. His pressure was building up, he got tensed, his heart was pumping rapidly and was demanding more oxygen but he had forgot everything and even to breath properly. His eyes went blank his brain stopped working and he fainted.

Imagine this is the real life incident of a person who was a racing freak and who knew everything about bikes and handled it like an extension of his body. This can happen to you or me. This happened because of lack of practice and lack of confidence out of that.

Have you ever had those feelings of, oh no I don’t want to do that, I don’t want to ask that. Have you ever come across a situation of conversation starting trouble? In a class or in a public venue do you remember hiding yourself from the person on stage or our teacher when he asks for a volunteer?

This happens out of lack of practice and lack of confidence out of that.

Only practice builds confidence. When we do something, we learn things and our mind stores it. This is knowledge; we use this knowledge in later stages wherever it comes into use. This builds confidence. And every time we do the thing we learn more and gets on better all the time.

So the lesson is simple, do the thing you fear the most and the fear vanishes, refrain yourself and you are in the prison forever.

Quite often we refrain ourselves from asking doubts to our teachers or even asking to the person information counter and may I help you counters, who are indeed there to help you. We find it difficult to ask, Why?

This is simply because we fear mockery and false-ego.

We fear asking doubts to others, fear that whether they would tease us of our ignorance. And in some other cases our false ego wont let us ask. I have heard some people telling that they would rather die than to ask a doubt or clarification to someone. But in the end who loses?

I have heard people talking, ”I don’t need to know that, its not my discipline or its not my subject or business”. This is an attitude most of the people put up the tag in their minds with. But this is just ridiculous, they are just refraining themselves from the knowledge flow. Everything is knowledge and there is no good or bad or something that is for me or something that’s not me. Try to know and learn everything or something of everything. Don’t put yourself in the prison when the door is so wide open.

Try and become Jack of all and Ace of none. This helps in the long run. Sticking to one job is good and specialisation is also good, but this makes people monotonous and boring. Theses people always see only one side of the fact and think with only the concept that applies in their field. This thought makes them partially blind. They never get to see the other side of the picture. Such people usually stand firmly with their concepts and without compromises to learn something new and understand new concept ultimately fails themselves. They are in the prison built by them. Neglecting knowledge and blinding themselves from new concepts is the worst thing and the most foolish thing that can happen to a man. He will never go forward but keep on turning around and around in a loop within his own self-created prison.

Break the prison, open your mind, free your mind, and let your mind wander. Go places you have never gone before, experience things you have never experienced before, do things you have never done before.

People may call you a freak, show them what you experience, stand on it and they will follow you. That’s people; they are afraid, they just need someone to show the path to be a leader for them, to take responsibilities for them. Show the world what you got within you.

Stand erect, be bold. be brave and take responsibilities in your shoulders.

Let it be you - The ONE, the Chosen ONE.

2008-06-03T12:33:00.000-07:00

CheSs

365 days/columns

BLACK nd WHITE

sometimes Colourful

Cavalry – your Words

DeeDs

ThougHts

TacTics

PerCeptioN

AnaLysiS

IntUitioN

StraTegy

PoWeR

KnoWledGe

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PlaY with all, Place them all with Tact and You win

CheSs

BuT everY time I wiN,

I fEEl liKe LoSt

Ever Y time I wiN, I LoSe.......

? - JAX

2008-05-26T10:26:00.000-07:00

APNA CHAACHA NEHRUU

2008-05-18T11:25:00.000-07:00

RemeMbeR , No maTTer HOw baD Ur HeArt is broKen the woRld woNT stOp for U..
so KeeP WalKinG

ATTITUDE DECIDES LIFE

Most PeOple are dissatisfied with their life, they are searching for things that even they dont know what...
they look out to other peoples life, make comparisons...

I know an elderly women, a senior grade govt servant and also an LIC agent, has a very good family children doing quite well,, but still she is not satisfied with her life.
she is craving for something BIG and very miserably fails to realise her valued life and for that reason she fails to enjoy her life, always looking and searching for something which she doesnt achieve, just because she doesn't know what she is looking for.

what a pity, many of us live our lifes like this,
we are not sure where we should go, what we should do...
we just think we are never full, we lack things and just go on comparing with other people..
You find People with this attitude everywhere around you, spend some minutes with them and you will start feeling weary and tired..
You also start thinking like them; there is something lacking in my life.

As I say this a nice story popped up -
Two cows were grazing as they saw a milk van passing by, in it were written " Milka milk - the best natural milk, with vitamin A and Vitamin B+"
Seeing this one cow told another " Did you see that, I knew we lacked something, we have some problem".

There is a very dirty stupid irrational preaching style adopted by Pentecosts, they distribute leaflets to people describing every human as born dirt worms and demonish satans, they say everyone in this world are sinners and are going to have a very bad life and will never achieve in life, unless and until they join their mission.
What a pity..
but its a marketing trick, they first picture people as downtrodden weak and create an insecurity feeling in their minds.
By this act they attract those weak minded people, who believe there is something lacking in their lives and they are not having a good life.
such people don't believe in themselves, but they believe in those leaflets else.
And there comes the mission for their help, What a very nasty dirty way to preach a religion, pitiful.

coming back
There is only one thing to remember,,

LIFE IS PRECIOUS, DON'T WASTE IT, ENJOY LIFE

and to achieve an enjoyable life, make it a point that you will do only things that you enjoy doing or go for a profession where you love being.

DONT CHEAT YOURSELF,, DONT KILL YOURSELF

Dont ever,, Never choose professions just for the sake of it, dont go for engineering or medical profession just because it may earn you big bucks,, that way you are cheating yourself
you may earn bugs, but very soon you fall tired, tired of everything - the work, the world, your life, your spouse and yourself.

FOLLOW YOUR INSTINCTS

Do the thing you love doing the most,
choose that as your profession, that way you just grow everyday and grow beyond comparisons.
And anything and everything is marketable and of demand in todays world, so dont bother about some so-called high earning professions. Any work done with heart put in takes you up into heights you never knew before.

IF THE DOOR DON'T OPEN, USE ANOTHER KEY

Do only what you enjoy or do things in the way that you start love doing them. Change the format of those boring things and make them into things that suit your liking.
Its so simple just use that thing between your ears.
Just remember the story of Mark Twain - Tom sawyer and his whitewashing the fence.
he just changed the whole format and see what difference it bought.

YOU CANT REACH PLACES WITHOUT WALKING

People think a lot about their life and worry a lot BUT they mostly choose the way thats most common and used.
People just think but don't walk their life, they just sit there thinking and dreaming of their future prospects, if i do that then I can be this and
they just dream but don't walk.

If you want to reach the place you have to start walking..

Some start walking but when they see the thorns and stones on the pavement they stop and start thinking, then they sit and think and they fall asleep. (Dreamer)
some go forward ignoring the stones and thorns, but they get hurt and go back halfway and never return. (Emotion driven)
some stop there waiting for someone else to come and show them a way without hurting (Imitator)
people may come and walk the road ahead without hurting,seeing this he may also start walking but get hurt, because he did not have the shoes made of iron (experience and faith) as others who walked ahead.

Some people who walk, don't stop seeing the stones and thorns but just take small deviation route and join the main route as it gets smoother, he walks on as he has the power of knowledge and belief in him.
(walker) Whatever you do, dont stop walking

BELIEF AND KNOWLEDGE

The one thing that gets you into top is BELIEF, believe in GOD or believe in yourself,
both helps,
but belief in GOD helps a lot more

People who deny GOD are just lazy enough to think beyond or are in the box of misconceptions.
Don't,,; NEVER create boxes, walls around you, they just constrict and restrict your thoughts.
Miracles do happen only when you start believing in miracles, believe and see the difference, is just what can be said.
For people who don't understand and believe the world of ignorance belongs to them.

Never label anything good or bad, accept everything as they are.
Everything in the world are knowledge banks.
Just learn them, experiment with them and you will find the beauty of knowledge then you will start realising the power of knowledge.
Restricting knowledge, ignoring them just blinds you.You will never gain anything from restricting any knowledge, but will only loose.

You will only earn when you start accepting and knowing them.

Knowledge is light, create the attitude to know things - inquisition.
With the new light of knowledge we will start seeing new ways which we never thought existed.
Its like us, standing in dark stranded without knowing where to go
and a sudden lightning give us the vision of the way, the road ahead and the possibilities in front of us.

God is such a Knowledge Bank, learn, experiment, realise and enjoy.
With belief on your heart keep walking, and you will find miracles on the way, doors will open up for you..

Life is So siMple, DonT maKe it ComPlicaTed

2008-05-10T11:59:00.000-07:00

2008-04-11T12:45:00.000-07:00

A husband wakes up at home with a huge hangover.

He forces himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he seesis a couple of aspirins and a glass of water on the side table. He sits down and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. He looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotless, clean. So is the rest of the house.

"Honey, breakfast is on the table, I left early to go grocery shopping. Love You!"

Totally shocked with the note , he goes to the kitchen and His son is also at the table, eating. He asks,

"Son, what happened last night?"

His son says,

"Well, you came home around 3 AM, drunk and delirious. Broke some crockery, puked in the hall, and gave yourself a black eye when you stumbled into the door".

Confused, the man asks,

"So, why is everything in order and so clean, and breakfast is on the table waiting for me?
I should expect a big quarrel with her!"

His son replies,

"Oh, that! Mom dragged you to the bedroom, and when she tried to take your clothes n shoes off, you said,

"LADY LEAVE ME ALONE! I'M MARRIED!"

Moral

There are truly some things that both money and Mastercard can't buy

2008-03-17T11:58:00.000-07:00

Its a bit late.... too late to respond to something that happened on the New Year Eve of 2007, so I'm not really responding to that,but that night I was chatting online with my friend Manu (Tinku) about the incident and he told me that was the effect of mob psychology, but I really dont go with him on that idea, because going through the mind and psychological aspects of mob, eventhough it cant be said so... coz it all depends upon the personality and character of the persons in the act, for the reason that the a mob is teasing women you wont be a part and wont appreciate that unless and until you also have the desire to do that deep inside your mind and hence take part in that psychopathic (pathetic - thinking how far can people go down and act atrociously without conscience) act.

No one will or can do a thing unless and until he really needs and wants to do that no matter what his condition is.,drugged , intoxicated or whatever. Its that animal deep within that comes out when it gets the opportunity. Its the animal called subconscious mind, how you have molded him.

2008-02-12T09:06:00.000-08:00

This poem or watever u may call is composed by joining every movie name of 10th IFFK (International Film Festival Kerala)

I am a runner & I have to run
a long run like crazy through
the roads under the skies
along the wind that strikes barley
raising the dust, hearing the sounds of sand
hearing the whisper of Gods in my mind
I have to run a long run
look both ways and run..

I know when the road bends
it is the checkpoint for me by the creator
But I wont stop and go offside
I will run like the one from bow

I wont cling on to Yesterday and
end up in human conditions of
The great depression and Whisky
leaving behind the still life
tearing off waiting calender
I have to rise and shine
as no angels fall
whether my opportunities are
Full or Empty

I will rise and shine
because I have 1000 days and a dream -
the murmer of my heart;
I know life on earth is a journey
which forever flows
not waiting for happiness and golden doors
but always closer to something like happiness

It has been since the age of Earth
and life will forever flow
But I have to run for my
1000 days and a dream
coz life is a diamond

2008-01-10T11:21:00.000-08:00

TATA NANO - the One Lakh Car

Heavily expected and awaited TATA's 1 lakh rupees car has launched finally after its political hypes and other issues.> This is the World's cheapest car ever to be launched, cheapest car in China costs around l 1,75,000/- and in US costs around 1,50,000/- in rupees.

Only Rs.1 Lac (Rs.100,000/-) KD666.000 (Kuwait Dinar) $ 2,222.00

TATA calls this as the car for the common man.

Even though it is the base model that comes for 1 lakh rupees with no-frills like Airconditioning,power steering and power windows it is still a car for four and gives 20 kmpl as said by the company. NANO is Barath stage 3 and Euro 4 compliant. It is 20% bigger than Maruti 800 and has its engine on the rear.
On road price may go upto 1,30,000/- and model with A/C and other features (Blue coloured one) can be around upto 2,00,000/- or more.

Booking has not yet started for this common mans car but there is an immense rush for it. It is expected to be the NEXT BIG thing after the Maruti 800 and its also predicted to have a waiting period of 1or 2 years to reach the consumers hand after booking because of this immense rush.

The car is expected to sale high in the sector of society where people are waiting to get out of their bikes into the cars.

The lack of good and wide roads and pollution hazards are pointed out and protests also started out as there can be a situation of High rise in car population. So the car will be a success only after the issues of Singur factory (the propoesd factory for NANO) is well settled.

2008-01-07T12:21:00.000-08:00

Your life - your likes - you decide!!!

Let me tell you all a story

A long time ago, there was an Emperor who told his horseman that if hecould ride on his horse and cover as much land area as he likes, then the Emperor would give him the area of land he has covered. Sure enough, the horseman quickly jumped onto his horse and rode as fast as possible to cover as much land area as he could. He kept on riding and riding, whipping the horse to go as fast as possible. When he was hungry or tired, he did not stop because he wanted to cover as much area as possible. And heCame to a point when he had covered a substantial area and both he and the horse were exhausted and was dying.

Then he asked himself, "Why did I push myself so hard to cover so much land area? Now I am dying and I only need a very small area to bury myself."

The above chineese folkore is similar with the journey of our Life.

We push very hard everyday to make more money, to gain power and recognition.

We neglect our health , time with our family and to appreciate the surrounding beauty and the hobbies we love. One day when we look back , we will realize that we don't really need that much, but then we cannot turn back time for what we have missed.

Life is not about making money, acquiring power or recognition.

Life is definitely not about work!

Work is only necessary to keep us living so as to enjoy the beauty and pleasures of life. Life is a balance of Work and Play , Family and Personal time . You have to decide how you want to balance your Life. Define your priorities, realize what you are able to compromise but always let some of your decisions be based on your instincts. Happiness is the meaning and the purpose of Life, the whole aim of human existence.

So, take it easy, do what you want to do and appreciate nature. Life is fragile, Life is short. Do not take Life for granted. Live a balanced lifestyle and enjoy Life!

Watch your thoughts ; they become words.

Watch your words ; they become actions.

Watch your actions ; they become habits.

Watch your habits; they become character.

Watch your character; it becomes your destiny --

Smile in pleasure, smile in pain;

Smile when trouble pours like rain;

Smile wen someone hurts U,Smile coz someone cares 4 U.

Keep Smiling :)

2007-07-06T12:05:00.000-07:00

They slept together......

morning...she was no where....

he searched ...... jst to find written on
DESERT SANDS

" Some people are like names written on sand, a small wind can wipe them off ; forever "

2007-02-08T13:14:00.000-08:00

We still live

Why are we born?
Are we born to live or to die?
All life ends in death, if so do we all live to die?
Then why were we born?
Did anyone asked our opinion before we were born?
Will anyone ever ask before we die?

Manushyan jeevikanano marikanano janikunnathu?
Ella jeevithathinumoduvil oru maranamundu, appol nammal marikkanalle jeevikunnathu?
Pinnenthinu naam janichu?
Aarengillum nammodu chodicho nammale janipikkunathinu munne?
Aarengillum nammodu chodikummo naam marikunnathinu munne?

Can u explain......Anyone? this ridiculous rubbish??nonsense?

(Inspired from one of the great rebellious groups, clad..the world has ever seen
-------The Flowerchildren).

2007-02-08T13:10:00.000-08:00

Who are you????

Who are you??

Any answer ??
Who am I ??

The answer ---

Deho na ham (I’m not the body)
Koham ? (Kaha Aham? Then who am I?? )
Soham (Saha Aham)

I am who I am --- realize this

Evolution

There are two steps to evolution ---

Evolving from

BEING SOMEBODY (Ahambhavi)
To
NOBODY (Ahamkari)

And from Nobody
To
EVERYBODY (Vasudhaivatham)

Urangunnavar Urangatte........................
Avarkku Urangaan kazhiyunallo

Unarnnavar Unaratte
Avarkku Unaraan kazhinjallo

- -But they still sleep

2007-02-08T12:29:00.000-08:00

Mind

Mind is by default +ve. ,, but we make it -ve and increase –ve intensity by attaching our mind to –ve thoughts like prejudice inhibitions and mingling with people who are personifications of negativity...

Avoid such people, situations and thoughts. Dont struggle and make your mind miserable.

Always maintain a healthy and positive mind.
Think healthy be healthy.

I believe

I used to think that I cant go on
Life was nothing but full of sorrows
But now I know the meaning of true love
If I dream it, I can see it, I can do it
If I just believe there is nothing true than it

I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
Spread my wings and fly away.....

Questions

Every answer to all the questions in this world can be found in your own mind .....
Why??
The answer is simple, because all the questions in the world rose from some mind itself, all you have to do is to ask the right question to get the right answer.
Which is the most difficult task in the universe, but the most simple also.. As simple and hard are the categorized divisions given by the thinking wavelengths of human mind. It depends on the varying wavelength of human mind, thoughts.

So think and find the answers

2007-02-08T12:27:00.000-08:00

Hum bhool gaye

Hum bhool gaye hain rakh ke kahi
Woh cheez jise Dil kehathe hai

Ummeed bhi ajnabi lagti hain
Aur dard paraya lagta hai
Aiyeene mein jisko dekhta tha
Bichda huva saaya lagtha hai

Na jaane kaha chod aaye hai
Wo shaks jise hum jaanthe the
Aahat bhi sunaayi dethi nahi
Parchaayi se hum pehchaanthe the

Can you find peace of mind, I hear voices inside......
.............its far late I know.....but still

Krooramaaya 100 vaakukalalla
Snehikkunavarude nishabdathayaanu ettavum dukhipikkunathu

Jeevithathile ettavum valya nashtam maranam alla...
Athilum valuthanu jeevichirikumbol anubhavapedunna
Nirjeevathwam.
Ullil ninnum kaarnnu thinnuna thiraskaranam.....sneharahithyam.

2007-02-08T12:15:00.000-08:00

Ente Chora thilakkunnu

Niklenge khoon jab milte hai talwar badan se
Niklenge khoon aur boond boond se niklenge talwar leke hum

Rok na pavoge tum Yeh man ki taakath hai
nakoi tan ya hathyaar ka

Mara huva tho ek hi hai,, par paida huva hazaarom hai
Na maronge tum jeeyenge tum
Hardam hamaare man mein

---Salaaam Saddam

2007-02-08T12:10:00.000-08:00

2007

Varshangal ethrayo kadannu poyi .....
Iniyum ethrayo kaathirikunnu

( Uvvo? Atho athu verum thonnal maathramo?, Bhagavad geetha parayum pole lokathile ettavum valya albhutham??....Abatham?)

Enthayaalum,,
Kadanna varshangalil ninnum enthu nedi? Anubhavangal??
Lifexperiments?
Jeevitham enthu padipichu? Athil ethra ulkondu?

Njan aaru? Njan enthinu? (who am I?)

Ini enthu? (Asthitwa Dukham?)

2007 oru marupadi tharatte,, tharumaayirikkum..
ithanu – ee vishwaasamanu .. e pratheekshayaanu jeevithathinu nidhaanam, athu muruke pidichu kondu munnotu pokam.

Live aptly at present , Gaining from the experiences of the past for a better future...

Happy New Year

2006-11-15T02:50:00.000-08:00

D Butterfly

I flew through mounts and Valleys

I flew through meadows and rivers

I flew through rainbow and the clouds

I flew through grass and flowers

I flew among animals and birds

And I flied

And I flied among humans...

and I was dead ....

Killed...

2006-11-06T12:56:00.000-08:00

Jeevikunnathinidayil evideyo enikku jeevitham nashtapettu

Kadha ezhuthunathinidayil evideyo kadhayum

Ente lakshyam lakshyabodhamilaymaye thedalayi

Nashtangalente kalikoottukarayi

Swapnangal enikku mareechikayayi

hey, phoenix pakshi nee sathyamo midhyayo

2006-11-06T12:53:00.000-08:00

Every time you walk out
Leaving me behind, ignoring me
You are tearing apart my flesh, my heart
You are killing me inch by inch

But if you enjoy it; go ahead
coz its for you that I exist

2006-11-06T11:50:00.000-08:00

Passion

When you hold me in your arms

when your hands traverse through my body

when I renounce all the power to resist or to speak

when its utterly impoosible for me to live or to die

When a tear drop fell off my eyes; of pain or pleasure, I dont

its...........passion

2006-10-30T10:55:00.000-08:00

(I Don't Know Why .... is something I wrote inspired of morning monsoon showers.I wrote it when I was in First year pre-degree,u can call it anything poem, prose or even
hordid crap, if u dont like it.)

I Don't Know Why ®

As I woke upon to the gentle rays of early sun,
I could feel myself surrounded with mist,
Or was I dreaming?

I don't know it was pleasant; it took me back, years back

when,
I don't know when
I don't remember I really did not want to.

I was still on the bed, I could smell the coffee.
Coffee always smells the same,

Why?
It was the same 15 years back I loved it then,
still I do, why?

I Don't Know Why,
No now I know why.

It was on the coffee shop that we first met,
Yeah;
well it was me who gave the first look
Like always,
But this time it did last for a long time

I Don't Know Why,
No now I know why.

It was her eyes those went deep in to my heart & mind.

The morning showers it’s chilling me those rain droplets I love them

I Don't Know Why,
No now I know why.

It was raining that day a Summer Rain
strange and unusual it was,
But I liked it,
Strange and unusual.

The birds are singing
I don't know what,
but nice and pleasant I like them

I Don't Know Why,
No now I know why.

It sounds like her, nice and pleasant always.

It’s raining hard, rains I've always loved them
the nice touch they give with their wet hands I loved them

I Don't Know Why,
No now I know why.

It was on a nice chilling rainy day that I felt her touch, with her wet hands.

Hmmm smells like toasted bread
Yeah you guessed it right I love its smell too
and

I Don't Know Why,
No now I know why.

We met everyday in the coffee shop
and ate pizzas no one told us to but we did,

But... now we don’t,
we don’t meet everyday in the coffee shop

Now you don't know why, right?

Ah again the nice smell of coffee.

“Good Morning”
Was it the bird or you?
“What? What happened? Day dreams?”
“No, just dreaming about you.”

I think now you know why.

? - JAX - ®

2006-10-17T11:51:00.000-07:00

And I found LOVE

She said with a slight smile and shyness, looking partly at me and partly on to the floor.

“I love you”

I looked at her face, she was about to run from me, out of shyness I believe. I stopped her, looked at her cute little face; I could see her eyes twinkling, hands shivering, her eyes looking at me eagerly. I told her in slow but firm words.

“ But I don’t”

I never thought what went through her or what will happen to her, emotional stroke? or hemorrhage? I never cared. Was I selfish? May be or may be not. You decide, I’ll tell my story.

This happened when I was studying in the school, 6th standard. Now you tell me, is this an age for such an affair, I believe not. But this incident and many others of such incidents (roughly around some fifty in number, till date) happened and this triggered me to think about love. In all these incidents I was the selfish heartless villain and I saw a lot of crying girls. The fact was that I never knew what love was, I always wanted to know what held these people in love so close to each other, I tried hard. I never had such a feeling to anyone, this I believe was because I started getting love proposals at a very early age for any child. I couldn’t love someone I never knew, who all of sudden out of the blues emerged and said I love you and expected me to love back, how ridiculous. This created somewhat a confusion or irritated feeling even to the word ‘love’, but as I grew up and the proposals too, I tried to learn why and what love is actually. I found out in the first phase of my search that

Love is materialistic, its just skin deep.

And I believed in it firmly and my wrath grew stronger to the selfish wicked feeling called love. Out of this wrath I wrote a story, actually they are two stories which are interconnected.

(I wrote this when I was in my ninth standard, I have not revised it even to a bit and may be immature in its context and wordings, kindly bear it).
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Life lost in Ashrams

Train is now entering a tunnel. My eyes slipped into the darkness, to the dark episodes of my life, they crept into my mind.
Those which I loved to hate but hated to forget.

Brahmacharya

I was not alone that day on the train to Bombay - college days; they were always colourful and pleasant with lot of friends and girls. I never knew why or when she started noticing me, may be my eyes. Love blindness along with the wicked youth gave the strength that took us to the registrar's and from there to the railway station. Money from uncles almirah and aunt's jewels that I thought was required (all) was with me. As stations passed by I had just one question in my mind "What Next?”

Grihastha Ashram

Bombay was a big city, which opened its doors for us too. We took rooms and changed places from costlier to cheaper, days slipped out, money too. I wandered around for job, but in vein. It was then I realized that 12 years of schooling taught me nothing to live with. The guy next door, one Bihari offered me a job - a driver under one Seth Ramnath. First time I drove the car I remembered my Uncle and his car I hated that old model car but it's helping me now. Seth Ramnaths wife too liked my eyes and yeah I was once again wandering in the streets of Bombay for job. The city of dreams had once again opened its doors wide open for me, but the doors of 'New Bombay Lodge' had its doors shut hard before us.

Once again the Bihari helped us and our life dumped into the corner of his single room. Most of the time I was out searching for jobs, which were never found. Even coolies did not accepted me they called me 'Madrasi'. I had nothing else to do, so I did something I knew very well and it made her happy may be of my prayers it did not work out. I never knew what went through her.

Vanaprastha

One day I found another man in the house, Bihari introduced him as his friend; who was also a Malayali - driver of the M.P of the ruling party, his eyes were piercing and they were all on her and I never liked that. The sayings never trust a Malayali in a foreign land came true; as I returned home one day I found nothing except a letter in the room.

An affair that started through letters ended in a letter.

Sanyasa

I never felt any pain it was just a twinge of conscience. As they say 'Protection' and 'security' is the most valuable for a woman, she knew she could expect nothing more from me. Life turned out dark to me, fully dark and I deserted in the middle, I traveled long through the darkness, through the tunnel of darkness to find out some answers, to find what life actually meant.

"Swamiji, we're almost there"

The train once again whistled long.

Bombay the dream city awaited to be blessed by the magnificent spiritualistic speech of most honored holy man Jayendra Saraswathi.

? - JAX -

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Real L♥ve is Materialistic

"What are you doing there Rao? Is my security ready?"
Ma'am everything will be ready in 5 minutes.
"Hurry up I should be the first one to reach there."

‘Security’, that word means a lot to me. It changed my whole life. It is the thing for which I craved a lot, the thing that many promised to give me, from that cute boy in college to these black cats, but still I never could feel it, the security, the protection.
Yes, I did love him, he was cute and handsome.

I thought he would get me out from the hell I was born into
- But I was wrong

I thought he would take me to his family, to his house
- But I was wrong

When we both eloped to Bombay, I thought he had bright ideas for the future
- But I was wrong

Yes, I did love him but it was not just love that I wanted.

It is not just love that I was looking for nor any girl looks for, now don't picture me as some selfish arrogant girl, coz it’s not true.

Yes, I was poor and he was rich but that is not my fault, I believe no one these days wants to ruin his or her life in poverty.
Yes, I did love him but it was not just love that I wanted. Therefore, I left him and went with the driver that is not my fault I was helpless, he was lost, completely lost and he had nothing to give me; not even Love. I knew what it means when there is no hope and no money- poverty and suicide, and I was not ready for that.

The driver, he did protect me and he is the person who taught me that it is safer when we are not protected than when it is. That it is the freedom - the real freedom.
It was a great knowledge that I achieved - The knowledge of the securely unsecured.

It changed my life a lot.

The minister for whom he worked liked me and I started realizing the security of the hands that secured the country.
Every minister was ready to protect me. I became rich and powerful. I started to realize that I was one among them.

There were many who listened to me. It became my duty to protect them. I became 'Samaj sevika'. I did what I could and I became more and more rich.
I knew the power of money and I too became a minister.

"Ma'm security is ready"
"Driver, Lets go, Rao what was the name of that Swamiji?"

“Jayendra Saraswathi ma'm, he is a true holy man and he has immense number of followers."

"And that's what I'm looking; for his followers - My Voters.
Ha ha ha."

? - JAX –

That was what I wrote about the teenage infatuation what they called love out of ignorance. So what actually is love? Really I didn’t know. But I never liked the teenager love where they first fell in love and then try to reason it out. Why is it that I think it like that? Don’t I like girls? Yeah I do for sure. But to love a girl just because she is beautiful doesn’t mean anything to me; that I believe is not love. That’s something else, its ‘Kaama’ or sexual desire. Leave the matter of girls whoever it may be, why we like them is because they are beautiful inside. So its what is inside that matters otherwise it will start decaying after a while. So what’s inside is that matters. This is my final conclusion from after the long studies and research done on the laboratory called ‘LIFE’ and the experiment subject was I, myself.

Lifexperiments

So thus I did find how and why people loved and how they talked hours together without even knowing about the time and other worldly factors. How they conveyed even without speaking a word. I found the feeling, it is divine. It can’t be expressed in words, it can’t be conveyed, it has to be experienced. It’s like God, the one knowledge that can only be experienced with true devotion. So thus I found

LOVE is GOD and GOD is LOVE

It happens towards only one person in ones life, if it’s true. Yes, lovers are many, the one you had your first crush, the one you had your teenage infatuation and the one with whom you spent your dreams and fancies. But the true love is not that, you’ll know when its happening.
I knew it. Love happens not all of a sudden, it happens when two minds unite to form a single true bonding. A true friend can always be a true lover. When your ideas seem to be one, or when you both always find of the same opinion or when you go with the other when you are pointed out to be wrong by him/her. Where you can share, be sure of a firm support in all your life, a helping hand, a person who can correct you and show you the right path when you go wrong with love and care.

It can’t be expressed it has to be experienced.

It can also not be forced, it happens all out of itself, it also doesn’t need two persons; it can also be a selfless divine flow of emotions to one side.

And I found my LOVE

Yes, and I found my LOVE, it happened recently. I don’t have words to explain her, she is for me true, divine and she is my Oorja – my power, she is my soul. I started noticing her because of her pure matured thoughts, her outlook on life, she never tried to hide anything she was open minded, straight forward. She knew life. I could see ME in her. She denied me first time; the first time ever in my life I could understand how it felt when you are denied of your love. But that too I could understand, it was of her outlook on facts, the life, the society. This was what I liked the most in her and my love for her just grew stronger even without her knowledge. It was pure it had nothing to do with her beauty; it was her mind that I loved.

She is not the most beautiful person I know, but she has the most beautiful mind.

Then one day she told me that she too loved me, I still don’t know whether she meant it with her whole heart or not.
I don’t know whether she will be mine forever, but that doesn’t matter to me now, as I have learned to live with her. Yes, with her, even when she is not with me physically. I have her soul, her mind, her memories deep inside me with which I can live for centuries together. Thus she will be mine forever. But I’ll wait for her till the end of my life, happily. Even if she wont be mine I will never have the feeling of lost, because she is always with me, inside me, living with me, laughing with me, mocking me. She, for me is a divine feeling.

She is my DIVINE COMEDY

She will be the one and only woman in my life. I don’t want any other woman in my life, as I don’t want someone else life to be in ruins, because I’m sure I wont be able to love them as I’m already in love. I don’t want to cheat them.
She asked me to forget her, she is playing ‘matured’, but I can’t. I asked her not to wait for me, but I will for sure wait for her. I don’t care if she gets married to someone else, also. Because love cannot be forced, it has to happen all of its own.
I still believe from deep within my heart that we can be one, because I believe in Miracles.

2006-10-17T11:35:00.000-07:00

Asthithwa Dukham

Naattil thozhil illathavar anekam. E vasthutha enteyum ente bhaaviyudeyum nadukku oru karutha kootan kalmathil pole thala uyarthi nilkunnu. E mathilinu mukaliloodeyenna pole, maru bhaagathilulla ente bhaaviyilekku ethi nokkukayanu njan. Atharam kalmathilukal polikkan sadhyamalla, mathilinu mukaliloode eduthu chaadanum kazhiyilla.

Yuvathwathille e nashtapedunna varshangal, achanammamarude panam athinum purame naatil dinam prathi vardhikkuna thozhilillayma. Sathyamaayum naamellam avaravarude bhaaviyumaayi flirt cheyyukayaanu; chilar kooduthal saahasikamaayi, chilar alpam kuranja saahasikathayodeyum.

That’s the only difference.

(This is for u, chingu)

2006-10-16T11:45:00.000-07:00

KULI

(This is written in ‘Manglish’, or Malayalam SMS language,as per request of some of my friends.)

: Veluppan kaalathu thanutha vellathil kulikkuka, O piney, angerkku* anganeyellam parayaam, pravarthikendathu njaan alle. :

(* e angeru ennu paranjaal, pothu arivillekayi parayaam, ente Health tourism sir aanu, Jayamani sir, kerala University Financial Officer.)

“ Enthoru thanuppu, pandaaram.”

(Athey ithu veluppan kaalam onnum alla, pularnittu naazhika palathu kazhinju, samayam 8:15 aayi.)

: Chummathiriyada, ninnodarengillum ippo vallathum chodicho? Eda chodichonnu? :

(Thettidharikaruthu, kulimuriyil njan maathrame ullu, matte shabdam ente manasaane. Eppozhum inganeya enthengilum vilichu paranju kondirikkum, ulvili or something; for eg; embakkam…..)

: 1 cup vellam eduthittu pathukke 1 viral athilekku thazhthi nokkuka, appol athu paakam aayittundo ennariyan kazhiyum. Paakam aayittundengil, athava thanuppu lesham maariyittundengil pathukke athu ozhikkam,

Athey, njaan paachaka vidhi or recipe vistharichathonnum alla. e thanutha vellam dehathozhikkunna kalaparipaadi vishadeekarichathanu.

Angane ozhichu, che, athalla cup il ninnum vellam ozhichennu.

ho entammo enthoru thanuppu. Tharayillanu ozhichathu, athu therichu dehathu veezhumallo, thanuppinu oru kuravundakum appol. Payye payye dehathu oru cup ozhichu,
e stage valare sradhichu cheyyenda onnanu valare naalathe parisramamavum parisheelanavum ithinu aavashyam aanu, illengil thanuthu chathu pokum.

Angane aa difficult stage kazhinju, ini kuzhappam illa, pettennu thanne 2-3 cup vellam ozhichu, angane thanuppine tholpichu. “Aarogyam tharunna soap eduthu deham muzhuvan pathayil puthachu, Shahrukh khan kulikkuna soap innale theernu poyi, illengil athil puthachu kareenaye swapnam kaanamayirunnu.

Angane ninnapozhanu 1 phone, valyamma phone eduthu,landline aanu. :

“ Hellooo”
“ Aa undallo, avan kulikkukayaanu”

: O enikkanu, aaraakum?, aa entho. Ivanonnum vere 1 paniyum ille raavile aakumbo thudangum phone eduthu kuthaan. Maanyanmare nere kulikkanum sammathikoola.

(Dey, 15 minute aayi, niruthade ninte palli neerattu, ippo class thudangum)

: O shari shari, ormipichathinu nandi,(manasaanu) ivane kondu ingane kure gunam okke undu ketta :

Dress cheythu pettennu kazhikkanay chennu.

“ Aara valyamma vilichathu?”
“Entho, peru paranjilla, athalla enikku manasilakathe,nee undo ennu chodichu njan undennu paranju, pakshe nee kulikkukayaanu ennu paranjappo avan, sorry wrong number aayirikkum ennu paranju vechu kalanju.”

2006-10-16T11:09:00.000-07:00

(This is written in ‘Manglish’, or Malayalam SMS language,as per request of some of my friends.)

This happened in a crowded bus, one day evening when I was going to my house in Pettah from palayam

: Entha thirakku bus-il, e school pillerurde bag aanu ettavum prashnam.Paavangal kuranjathu 10kg engillum varum :

“Ho kutta,idikatheda, payye po”
: Ivide ninnal ivanmarude idi kondu chaakum,othungikalayaam. :

School kaalam orma vannu,ho nostalgia

: Appazha 1 kaaryam orthathu, aa conductor 2 roopa backi tharaan undallo. E thirakinidayilenganeya vaangunne? Ayyalevide? Mm..? kaanunnillaolo, pillerude chavittu kondu purathu therichu poyo? :

: Nge.. nalla 1 kochu,enneyanallo nokkunathu. Mm.. muttakokke ittitundallo, muslim aanalle. Shedda, thala thirichu kalanjallo, allellum e pennungal ingana, aarellum nokkunennu, sradhikunnennu kandaal valya jaadaya. Mind cheyyilla,

hi hi molude kali ennodano? U me play with? (Nalla English standard alle? Athalle njaan englishil ezhuthathe). Nee nokkeelengil njaanum nokkilla, angane thirinju nokkathe ninnittu… Pettenu ingane thirinju nokkum haha :

: De, kalli pinneyum nokkunnu, ayyo paavam njan pettennu thrinju nokum ennu karutheela, ketto. Mughathaake 1 chammalum chiriyum, paavam enthellam bhavama ippo a mughathu,ha haa :

: Mathi mole enikku irangaanulla stop aakarayi, mm kalli, de idakannitu nokuannallo, aaha,koottukaari kai kondoru idi koduthu, appo random koode karuthi kootiyulla paripaadi aanalle? Shari ninte nottam njan ippo niruthi tharaam mole,

Evide aa Kovil, aval nokkunundallo alle, aa undu undu.

“Ishwari rakshikanne” kannadachu onnu nannayi thozhuthu, ennittu idakannittu onnu nokki. ayyo paavam aa mugham ippo onnu kaanendathu thane ketto, paavathinte mughathu ippo enthellam bhaavama Deshyamo, Sangadamo, pediyo enthellam; enthaayalum kollam:

: Sorry mole, this is life, appo njaan irangatte”

Aa paavathine tholpichu lokam keezhadakkiya valya ahambhaavathode bus sil ninnirangi nadannapozha 1 kaaryam orthathu.

“Backi 2 roopa medichilla”

2006-10-03T10:52:00.000-07:00

This is not an autobiography, but a flow of stories and fractional thoughts coded together, in which you may find "me" somewhere.

Me

Who am I? This question usually arises when we are asked, “Who are you?” and when I sat down to write about my life, I again got stuck in the question “who am I”. This question arose a number of times in my life. And so I started thinking about it, here are my thoughts about it:

Who am I is not a question, its a quest which if once started can be carried on for ever. Each and every person in this universe will pass over this thought for at least once in his lifetime. This is a thought, which transforms itself in to a state of being. The thought starts about everything around you and inside you. Here the thinking is in a development process. It starts in limitations and when it develops it travels to the outer world-the cosmic consciousness where it has no limitations. Its like a bird flying out from its eggshell, once it is out, it has no limitations.

This very thought, who am I has four phases or stages. In the first stage you ask yourself the question ‘Who you are?’ Most people stop by there itself, as it is a question that can perplex you, consume a lot of time and sometimes even mislead you.

Some go on with the thought, keen to get some answers, they refer books or even google the net. They get satisfied with the info they get from these; most ‘learned knowledgeable’ persons have this information. The information they will pass on is I am brahmam or ‘Aham Brahmasmi’. Ask them what is this Brahmam? Most will not know and some if has read something will say some Sanskrit verses which even they wont know the meaning of and finally come into the conclusion that Brahmam is what resides within you and all other living beings in the universe; and things like that. Some people stop their search there. Now they have the answer that they are Brahmam, even if they don’t know what it actually means. They believe and feel they are some one important and get egoistic. There ends the second stage.

Some go further with the thought, as the answers of the so-called informed great men couldn’t satisfy them. This is the third stage. Here a simple question can arise in your mind. If you are brahmam and all the living beings in the entire universe are related to us (Vasudaiva Kudumbakam) then why don’t I get hurt and feel the pain when someone in the world dies or is in trouble? This is one question that takes you back to the age-old question ‘Who am I?’

We all are great people aren’t we? I’m the son of or daughter of very respected, honored parents from a high society. I have a big house, a car and have 7 scored salaries and high life styles. Aren’t we great?

Yes we all are great. Just a small question where are we living?

v I live in a house, which has four members, and I’m the fourth
v Our house is in a housing colony, which has other 300 houses,
v The colony is a part of the block, which has thousands of such colonies, which make a block.
v There are four blocks.
v These blocks make the town and I live in Trivandrum district,
v Which is a part of kerala state, which has 13 other such districts
v Kerala is a small state in the big country India.
v India, the country has 28 other states, some much bigger than Kerala
v India is a part of the continent Asia that has many other countries also.
v There are also other 7 continents and the whole make the world.
v Our world, Earth is a part of the planetary system, which has nine planets,
v These planets are a subsystem of the solar system under Milky Way galaxy.
v Milky way is but one of billions of galaxies in the universe.

We still don’t know whether these galaxies are subsystems of some other greater hierarchy.

So let me ask again, … are we great?

This realization of truth is haunting and frightening. This can sometimes weaken us. Most people stop their search with this, as the facts they face are frightening. This is the third stage. This is the most difficult stage to overcome as from here one can go straight back to his world with a faulty realization that the search is a never-ending one. He will just follow the mass and go with it or one can with strong will cross the inhibitions and continue the search.

This is the fourth stage, which can make you feel large and great without the negative ego state ‘id’. The realization that you are a subsystem of an entire universe and the fact that the same factor, which is in the entire universe, is, that which is resting in you, can make you feel the one. Now you start realizing ‘Aham Brahmasmi’. This stage cannot be explained but has to be experienced. You wont get the idea by reading about it.
Now you realize that not only living but also non-living things are made up of the same factor. You realize that existence is important and not matter, as matter exists because of its existence. This existence is one for all living and non-living things. Now you realize that you are not a human nor animal, not man nor woman, nor born nor dead but you are a state of being.

Now you realize that the search was not a fractional thought that arose in you out of nowhere, but it was a thought that was handed over to the mankind from the day he was born and is still going on. Those who find, those who believe are blessed ones. They find happiness. In this state you rise to the state of ‘Ahambhodham’ from ‘Ahamkari’ and lose the feeling of ‘Ahambhavi’. Now you realize that the search you did for the answer in the books and through knowledge men were worthless, they were just steps or arrow signs, all which pointed to the only place where you could find the answer – and that is within yourself. Inside every man lie the questions and the answers, as all the questions of the world rose from some mind. The problem is that you have to ask the right question to get the right answer.
A story popped in my mind ‘once there was a little fish. He asked every other fish in the pond “what is water?” some laughed at him and some started thinking about it. Some replied that the water is what we live in. But the little fish was not happy enough he said, “OK, I understand I’m living in it but I cant experience it. How can I believe that this is water or whether water exists, as I cannot experience it?” some fishes took him to an old wise fish. The old one said, come with me and I’ll help you understand. Thus he took the little fish to a place near the shore and asked him to climb and sit on top of the old fish. Just as he climbed upon the old fish, the old one shook him hard and threw the little fish to the shore. Now the little fish was on the shore and fluttering hard to get back to water. He jumped from shore to water and the moment he touched water he realized what water was. This is a story, which depicts various stages of the quest.

To know what the truth is we have to go out of it to watch it, only then we realize that it exists. But it is difficult, rather impossible. We will be like the sugar, that which liked to know the tongue or the salt stone, which liked to know the ocean. Nuclear physicists often get held in these kinds of situations. To study the movement of nuclear atoms, they have to first find a position where he is not distracted by another molecule. But he will never find one.

Likewise man wanders around for answers for his sorrows forgetting the fact that the real happiness lies within him. I don’t know whether I have conveyed anything or whether you have understood anything. I just wrote all these stuff just because of the question that arose in me, which kicked out for a wander hood in to the thoughts. Actually life can also be led happily and quite normally even if we do not think about these things, but these realizations and knowledge helps us to lead a more meaningful life. Take life as it is. Its quite simple, we sometimes make it complicated. Think and you’ll get the answers for all. Human mind should develop from its self-centeredness to the concept of one in all and all in one.

I don’t know where I started writing this and where I’m now, sorry so - ‘back to Me’

2006-09-28T02:54:00.000-07:00

And I cry in rain so my tears go unnoticed